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Tuesday, May 16, 2006
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Ta Da! handed in (or shld i say din hand in) another blank econs essay again.. 2nd one this year i think.. after 3 to 4 months.. not that i like to do so.. but i haf no idea wat to write.. n im tired of writing n getting all rejected back.. kinda waste effort..
GP's kinda wasted as well.. file checking.. im still considering if i shld do that.. mayb anger a few more teachers a little more n i'l find myself out of the school into nowhere.. do i want that? will that happen? dun wanna think about it..
still feels kinda sad i cant play piano.. no daily practice is kinda hard to learn it..
Anyway i reminded myself to write this down.. when i was doing nothing at the econs test.. i noticed evryone around.. all kinda stressed out.. Y so stressed? m i the strange 1? its juz a test.. juz like any other subject.. dun realli nid to get stressed out over tests.. evryone's too uptight in this era.. kinda makes me feel left out.. my mom said i very kan de kai.. mayb shes rite.. mayb im wrong..
N this few daes.. feel very tired.. slp quite late during wkends but despite that.. i cant get to slp when i finally lie down.. juz turning in my bed.. mayb i shld take that time to stare at the ceiling n think..
FF8 Disc 3. Rinoa is in deep sleep. onli then does Squall show that he cares about her.. does evryone onli noe how to regret about how we took things for granted in the past? by then.. its definitely alreadi too late.. but i guess we nid a comparison to actually find out that we've been wrong..