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Wednesday, November 29, 2006
after playing chrono cross this few daes.. realised that it has quite some nice stuff about life as well.. mayb coz it deals quite a fair bit wif time distortions n stuff.. about differences in choices n outcomes.. so i mite find the game script to decorate my entries.. so anyway it was quite long ago that i played so i'l probably wait til i finish.. been playing for 3 daes or so n i guess im half way there.. hah.. definitely faster than my previous try.. anyway so i tried to find the storyline on gamefaqs.. i realised the story is rather complicated.. partly mayb coz it steps across from chrono trigger as well.. played chrono trigger b4 too.. n i dun think i'l play it again coz i dun even haf snes at the moment.. although the main reason wld probably b that it wasnt realli veh fun in my memory.. hah.. anyway i tot chrono cross dun haf any time machine or sumthing.. onli the sea of eden is supposed live in a reversed time zone.. but it seems like i forgot about the ending parts of the game.. about lavos n stuff.. i dun even rmb at all anything about project Kid.. so i guess i hafta play on..
got my clothes for grad nite on mondae.. thx to xinyu n cyrena.. hah.. but i guess its still coz of me that saved alot of time.. hahah.. Monday, November 27, 2006
ok firstly.. welcome back evryone who wasnt in singapore!! although most wld haf been in china but i noe of one who went to the place where her wrist originated from.. anyway i went to b the welcoming party ( or person) at the airport!! hah.. although i din realli do much n i spent more time waiting than actually being wif the pple who came off the plane.. haha.. but alas.. its a new experience.. hah.. Thursday, November 23, 2006
ahhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhh.... i dun wanna say that the holidaes r boring me.. hahah.. its juz a little below my expectations.. probably coz im still pressed to do some stuff that im supposed to do n so i cant totally relax n play my games wif ease.. n besides.. the games that i wanna play r mostly rpgs n take too much time to allow me to play abit here n there.. the onli action game sorta that i wld play wld b castlevania symphony OTN.. but its so short that i can complete it in about 6 to 8 hrs.. which means 2 daes.. clda done it in 1 but managed to spread it out a little.. hah.. n playing richter doesnt sound fun to me.. Saturday, November 18, 2006
i din blog about the ending of my exams coz i guess it doesnt realli matter.. the holidaes r here n i nid to find a job.. kinda weird thinking abt it since its gonna b my first.. anyway shall try to find one.. thru help from other pple as usual.. hah.. Tuesday, November 14, 2006
1 last post on the exams thus far.. econs essay was as usual i guess.. for me that is.. thats kinda bad but guess it cant b helped.. i dunno how my future looks like but i guess it'l come.. tmr's the dae im set free.. im looking forward to 1715 of 15/11/2006 Saturday, November 11, 2006
3 more daes to the first final papers.. the subject that i've nv passed b4 or shld i say even near passing grade.. Thursday, November 09, 2006
4 daes into the exams wif 2 daes left.. out of the 4 im onli even a little happy about is the maths paper1.. the rest is gonna b a mess.. it seems that there's little space for errors in the cert for A's.. wats gonna happen if its a failure? evrything up to now will b gone? all these years wld haf been wasted? its a real tiresome fact to face if after this short few daes of examinations n realise that there's going to b nothing infront.. wat a foolish society we realli live in.. Friday, November 03, 2006
2 daes into the exams.. 4 daes left.. Thursday, November 02, 2006
after the first dae of exams.. i suddenly got alot of tots.. mayb i shld start thinking of wat i shld do if.. after all its not as ez as u say it, kurosaki.. Wednesday, November 01, 2006
i forgot to mention y i feel like playing vagrant story.. partly due to the fact that i've nv completed it, n mostly due to the fact that i can assemble my own weapon wif the rather limited combinations.. n get to name my weapon too.. hah.. naming a weapon wif a girl's name seems rather foolish in this scenario but thats wat suikoden's flik n hix did.. flik's odessa n hix's tengaar.. i think.. hah.. dun realli rmb the latter's name..
went to find sam buying his clothes yesterdae wif tyris n liyun.. he was rather slow in choosing n buying compared to wat i did.. hahah.. n totally slow changing in the fitting rooms.. hahah.. i had my first subway meal too.. lolx.. kinda lame for a nineteen eighty eighter to haf his first visit to subway in nov 2006.. but i nv realli liked the place so i din wanna try.. hah.. but guess its still ok.. except that its such a bother ordering the stuff.. so many things to choose.. but i guess the burger or sandwich? is rather nice la.. anyway twice gone out wif these 3 to eat at a place for the first time.. n the 2 places r rather commonplace restaurants onli.. hah.. first was yoshinoya n now subway.. lolx..
i had tot about stuff i cld haf blogged about last nite while i was trying to slp.. but when i woke up this morning i had no mood to blog.. hah.. so i guess i'l juz try to rmb wat i wanted to ba..
im rather used to it, so used to it that i accept it as a fact.. i can get pretty annoying n irritating so b glad that im juz minding my own business..
makes sense or not i juz wanted to say that.. hah..
im a person who likes to haf time n space alone.. time n space that belongs to me n me onli.. but i dun haf that at home.. i dun haf a room to myself n the most i can count as my own space wld b under my bed.. hahah.. so its pretty sad for me..
rite.. i had juz realised lately the best excuse thats probably commonly used too.. its not my fault so im not to blame.. blame it on fate.. hah..
im oso going to change my url soon... probably within the week.. the current one suggests too much on its owner.. haha.. but i'l probably not change the blogskin.. im more of the kind of person who'd grow used to things wif time.. most pple nowadaes onli grow tired of them..
b4 todae was yesterdae.. hah.. or shld i say the dae b4 yest.. went to commonwealth sec open house.. lolx.. its at where rv used to b so went to haf a look.. sadly things haf changed so much that i haf absolutely zero feeling of my rv days.. the new colours r strange to me.. n although the 'new block' we had was still there.. the classroom has been enlarged while one of the classroom was entirely taken away giving the space to lengthen the rooms.. the dance room block is oso completely gone.. taking its place is a basketball court.. -_- ... n the pond is oso smaller in size n alot deader than b4.. its like juz a hole wif water.. murky water in fact.. hah.. anyway after about half an hour wif tze heng finally here n looked around.. went to play bball wif him n other my generation rvians at the arcc.. although i realli onli played the minimal n they're not realli the pple i'd wanna play wif.. but still it was fun.. n bk who was supposed to come had overslept n onli woke up when i was leaving the cc.. lolx..
i still dun haf tales of destiny n alundra.. i noe my neighbour has them but i've not talked to him since dunno how many years ago.. i can still ask him about it if i meet him but its kinda hard to meet him since adults r like not at home most of the time.. hes older than me by 5 years.. so i'l juz hope that i meet him soon.. hah.. or tzeheng can help me wif the game.. i wanted to complete vagrant story for the first time but i think im not gonna do it.. the game has begun to bore me.. so i said i wanted to play chrono cross but the tv is currently plugged by xbox.. which im playing fifa street 2 which has a time limit since i hafta return it anyway.. so i guess i'l start playing CC soon.. haf been playing divine divinity for the dunno how many times on the com.. its started to bore me as well.. hah.. the one n onli thing i m looking forward to now is realli tales of destiny.. AHHHHHHHHHHHHH... I WANT MY TALES OF DESTINY!!!!
next real thing is probably grad nite n after that its about time i realli start looking for a job.. btw the games that i mentioned except fifa street 2 are playstation games.. = p
i forgot to mention the damn coffee from mac dat made my throat sooooo dry.. but i guess its not the coffee but the water from the airport.. the automatic water cooler thingy doesnt quench thirst properly.. feeling so much better drinking water at home.. hah..
vagrant story is getting boring.. real boring.. the weapons dun realli give much freedom of choice to make.. which means its rather redundant.. n the damn game is quite repetitive.. so i've kinda stopped playing it for a while now.. wanna play chrono cross but haven gotten started.. been playing fifa street 2 borrowed from zyi this few daes.. make my left thumb hurt abit n makes me swear n curse alot.. haha... n divine divinity on the com.. dota seems to haf lost its appeal to me.. unless mayb wif the ancient mut clan.. hah.. they were a buncha interesting pple.. havent seen them online for quite abit now though..
im totally looking for tales of destiny n alundra 1.. i'd buy them or juz borrow them for while.. but i'd rather buy them.. hah.. at affordable prices of coz.. games that i've played b4 15 muz b replayed coz i din noe the real meaning of gaming then.. haha...
rite i forgot to say wat was the thing im supposed to do.. as pressured by my mom.. she wants me to find a job seemingly ASAP.. so it kinda makes me tired when im playing.. i think thats it.. hah.. otherwise i clda juz continued ff7 n 9 n mayb go visit a bit of ff8.. i replayed these games around the prelims period i think.. or b4 that.. n i rmb i onli finished ff8.. so there's actually alot for me to do but im realli alittle off the mood to do so..
n it seems that i've grown used to being alone at home.. the times when im playing my games.. i enjoy it the most in the morning when im alone.. my mom comes home at 1 n after lunch.. i will start yearning for the next morning to arrive.. hahh..
i want a bicycle.. at least its the better recreational activity i can do other than playing games in terms of health n fitness.. although both juz makes me sit down.. i think cycling wld b a healthier sport..
juz had class chalet yesterdae.. it made me realise how nice downtown east actually is.. haha.. the damn AIRCON was DRIPPING water ever since it started for 5 minutes!! the minor increase in size compared to DTEast realli doesnt make up for it.. anyway thats about the ultilities itself.. the chalet itself was rather ok i guess.. rode quite abit of bike.. played quite abit of mahjong n cards.. too bad nobody noes bridge.. i dun realli like gambling but i guess it was ok since the bets were minimal.. n it turned out fine for me.. but i still think that 1 nite chalets doesnt realli make much of a chalet.. its juz spending the nite outside.. but i guess the class isnt realli interested in longer ones n no one seems to try to make it interesting to do so..
slept from 2 plus to 7 plus after i got home yesterdae.. n din haf problems slping the nite following that.. guess thats nice.. but m having a headache.. n its been there since b4 the chalet i think.. i wonder wats wrong..
the next event wld b grad nite i think.. but b4 that i'd wanna go play basketball wif 4i guys, probably a definite will b to play pool wif the usual.. or mayb bowling.. n then soccer's probably out coz its a rare thing to do since sec 3... onli 2i wld ask me to play soccer n turn out successfully..
n i had a funny dream yesterdae.. it was abt a video made for me.. hah.. abt my past in rv.. n the event that it captured seemed real to me.. as in it was something that i think realli happened in my past.. n the way it was captured was well done.. it magnified the humour of the event.. but strangely after i think carefully abt it.. i realise that it probably nv happened b4.. coz although the main pple involved were from that era, that circle, but i rmb seeing the other pple in there were from jc frens.. lolx.. so i guess its all juz in my imagination..
i guess thats about it.. oh rite.. i forgot to take photos wif me classmates again.. guess will hafta wait..
i guess doing all that i've done since young isnt absolutely without benefit at all.. its made me realise the opportunity cost.. wat i cld haf done besides all that i've done.. i seem to learn better on personal experiences.. thats y i haf to fail entirely in this life b4 i can succeed in the next.. but as it seems that the memory of different lives does not carry over.. i guess im rather stucked.. but i realli hope to b a dog in my next.. haha.. a cute one..
if there was onli myself to rely on n onli myself to care about since i was young.. i wld probably haf been very successful in life.. a pity that thats far from reality..
started playing vagrant story.. a few daes earli.. but guess it doesnt realli make a difference.. its a pretty complex game.. but i hafta play it coz its probably the onli or one of the few games that i haf at home that i haven completed.. mite start castlevania symp too.. although i can alreadi complete that in a dae's time now.. brother's playing castlevania dawn of sorrows on the nintendo DS.. so brought back the castlevania wind alittle.. hah..
regardless of how i do in the exams.. or how im gonna do.. it will still pass.. time nv stops.. thats a plus point.. no matter how bad a period of time may b.. it will nv last.. so im actually quite looking forward to the final papers.. n VERY looking forward to after exams..
noticed a anti drug commercial.. it says who realli pays when u take drugs.. i guess the government does... they'll haf to pay for ur food n lodgings if they decide to jail u for that..
econs... 6 more daes to freedom..
wif the passing of each exam.. im dealt a blow..
does my chinese realli suck... y does it always happen.. at each important chinese exam, it seems that i will give a very bad performance that normally wldnt even b visible.. o's chi n higher chi had been so.. n now too.. perhaps i've overestimated my ability to grasp the language..
anyway i forgot my dictionary todae.. on the dae of my A's.. did it affect my mentally? i dunno.. but thx Angie Ng for lending me the dictionary.. thx for reaching school wif very little time fluctuation.. if not coz i saw u yesterdae out of the office at the same time wld i haf approached u todae by the office.. otherwise.. i'd haf juz used sheng thin's dict anyway.. but still.. thx Wu Lao Shi.. for the bread too.. although its not to my liking.. but thx for giving me breakfast..
rite now i probably realli haf to think wat to do when i cant....
n then suddenly all my tots hide outside my mind.. cant grasp a single one of them now..
can onli look forward to b4 results after exams now..
anyway thats not realli important.. the best thing now is that as from tmr.. my battle begins.. haha.. juz that the exams r finally here.. meaning its going to end soon.. i onli haf 6 daes of exams.. after tmr, 2 daes will b gone rather quickly.. leaving 2 daes of maths.. which i doubt i shld haf a problem wif.. n the last 2 daes for econs.. by that time im probably alreadi in party mode.. ha.. so the exams will b gone swiftly..