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Monday, August 27, 2007
watched secret for the 3rd time yesterdae.. hah.. shld oso b the final time as well.. dunno if its coz we went in late n missed the first 5 or mayb 10 minutes? i felt that i cldnt realli get into the mood of watching the show. ha.. or shld i say the mood of the show.. anyway watched it wif tyris n liyun.. Sunday, August 26, 2007
i juz read thru 2 years worth of blog entries of a fren of mine from rv.. made me realise how colourful that part of my life had been.. although her entries contained some resentment feelings towards rv n the teachers n stuff like that.. i believe she'd feel the same way i'd feel now.. i realli miss rv life.. it was precisely the way it was run, the way the teachers taught that made it wonderful... i muz say that its definitely impossible to recreate such an environment in the future or even now.. becoz pple grow n mature.. we're all not as kiddish as wat we probably were in the past.. time is such a cruel variant.. Friday, August 24, 2007
todae was quite unlucky at taking the bus home.. actually mainly coz i wanted to get my bus concession.. went to bukit batok one.. closed for renovation... so i walked to the bus stop outside to take bus to je.. coz i still had bus concession la.. was going to renew it.. anyway i reach there juz nice 178 left.. nvm still got 66 n 176 mah.. but after evry bus came thru once.. mayb some twice.. den finally 176 came.. so i went to je.. went up the mrt station there de office.. reach there.. the counter closed.. machine error.. -.- walked back down to the bus interchange.. saw my bus 143 juz come.. but i nid to buy bus concession.. so i missed this bus.. finally got my bus concession.. went to wait for my buses.. 78 79 n 143.. 3 choices.. shld b quite fast.. but considering i got on to the next 143.. i think it doesnt make a difference.. anyway i muz haf been realli tired coz i overslept on the bus n i had to wait for another 143 to take me back home after.. wat a path back home i took.. ha..
Sunday, August 19, 2007
went for my 2nd session of bu neng shuo de mi mi todae.. haha.. i was still considering whether to watch my 2nd time todae or even to watch it a 2nd time.. haha.. but decided to support jay anyways ba.. haha.. bsides.. i noe that watching the 2nd time had its usefulness.. haha.. Saturday, August 18, 2007
i tot i shld write down the ending that i tot was the real ending of the movie when i watched the movie that time.. b4 i forget abt it again.. haha.. coz it was realli juz for a short moment that i had this tot.. ok i think i nid spoiler alerts again.. Thursday, August 16, 2007
the movie has been on my mind the whole time since yesterdae.. haha.. realli realli love it.. Follow the notes upon a journey At first sight marks one's destiny Wednesday, August 15, 2007
had decided yesterdae or mayb 2 daes ago to go n catch the movie "secret".. or "bu neng shuo de mi mi" by jay.. i've been rather intrigued by the trailers n oso by the rather gd comments i've seen so far.. so todae i went west mall to watch the movie myself.. i must say.. its the type of stories that i love.. haha.. loved the movie lots.. although i alreadi tot it was spending too much money by watching this movie.. i've found out that i wun mind watching it again.. hah.. Monday, August 13, 2007
i always tot that it was a common thing amongst evryone to board the bus n find a seat thats both empty... well that tot hasnt been challenged yet i think.. but another tot was that pple wld find a seat wif the same gender as a priority b4 finding a seat thats wif an opposite gender.. but todae i was on the bus n i was playing my nintendo DS.. there was this quite pretty girl probably secondary or jc ba.. haa.. she was sitting on the opposite side of me.. so we both r at the window seat n haf one empty seat beside us.. of coz there r many other single empty seats around but i guess those arent important.. anyway after a few stops.. this even prettier girl oso probably secondary or jc.. i think is jc ba... ha.. came over n sat beside me.. of coz it doesnt realli matter either way.. im juz happy to b wif this pretty girl.. haha.. but anyway i wanted to note this coz i tot that she wld haf sat wif the other girl instead.. or do girls of the same age dun like to sit wif each other? especially if they are both pretty? hahaha.. Friday, August 10, 2007
i seem to b very easily influenced by foreign entities.. ha.. regardless of rite or wrong.. if there even is a way to decide that.. i will still b influenced if 1 or mayb many tell me in that way... it seems rather difficult for me to decide or to think on my own which is which.. Wednesday, August 08, 2007
ok i've been reading thru some blogs recently.. mostly abt political stuff.. haha.. n it seems to haf changed my apathy to politics.. surely im not realli interested or into politics yet.. but i juz enjoy reading the stuff on the blogs.. mayb i've got it in me? hahah.. mayb its the level of english that attracts me.. Monday, August 06, 2007
read thru some very interesting blogs todae.. haha.. made me realise how much of a child i had been for the past years.. so many things that i did not noe abt.. so many things that i chose to not noe abt.. but from now on.. i shall not choose to b an ignorant little brat anymore!! lolx..
juz a bit of self evaluation.. lolx.. haha.. anyway i think im becoming more n more insensitive.. n my loyalty probably doesnt lie in any school.. not pjc not rv but more in the teachers..
i realise that b4 i slp or when im lying on my bed is when im actually able to think of wonderful n fabulous lines n phrases n words that i'd probably b able to use to express myself perfectly here.. but however i always forget them completely the next dae... so i guess i can onli use my crude n lousy ways to express myself...
of the 3 times i watched i feel that the first tmie i watched was the best crowd i watched wif la.. as in the pple in the cinema.. it was more of the younger age grup that i watched wif n i think it provided the corect atmosphere for the show as well.. den 2nd time was rather more adult like i think.. or mayb juz more adults around where i was sitting? 3rd time was probably ok.. if not for the 2 elderly pple at the back of me takling in hokkien sometimes abt the show.. hah.. felt a little weird watching the show wif their minor comments...
3rd time thru finally caught the guy putting the liquid paper back into his pocket after coming out of the cupboard.. haha.. din catch that the 2nd time thru.. but i think i shldnt watch any movie so many times ba.. ha.. coz by the 2nd time i alreadi can semi memorise their actions n speeches alreadi lo.. so 3rd time was realli quite within anticipation.. its quite difficult to psycho myself not to think abt wats going to happen next.. haha..
anyway found out that samuel has went to sembawang camp liaox.. gd luck manx.. ha.
my sister is on the newspaper todae.. the chinese zao bao.. on the earli marriages thingy.. hah..
saw tyris's sister yesterdae too.. her sister is sooooooooo pretty.. hhahaha
thx carine for telling me the m1 offer on movies.. saved 2 bucks on that.. ha..
todae is poh hui's birthdae.. happy birthdae poh hui..
of coz if given a chance, i noe that i'd b able to enjoy other periods of time where i'd b able to enjoy myself even more than then.. but i think the chance is hard to come by.. as much as im looking forward to university now.. as much as how i'd like to make my uni life very enriching n exciting n colourful.. rv life was definitely the most wonderful part of my growing up..
anyways abt the 2nd time thru.. i believe i saw n caught some things that i probably din or wldnt haf caught in the 1st time thru.. but already noeing the story realli kinda dampens the impact of certain events of the movie.. but alas, the main or stronger impactful events can still cause heartache in me.. ha.. xiao yu's dying moments still pains me.. n when dad sees jay's name on the secret score sheet oso made me feel wat he probably wld haf felt.. ha.. many things that din happen in my first watch occured todae too..
now the onli problem lies in whether i shld go for the 3rd 1.. haha.. i wonder if it realli wld put out the wonderful memories i haf abt the show.. hmm..
spoiler alert spoiler alert spoiler alert.. haha..
i noe my spoiler alerts kinda suck but who cares.. at least they r there..
the ending scene is the photo of a graduation class.. at first i onli saw xiao yu there... so i tot that jay managed to go back to the past n change her fate sorta thing la.. coz originally she din complete school ma.. so she wldnt b graduating wif the rest of the class.. so for a brief moment i tot it was jay going back to the past n staying there while being wif xiao yu so that she wld live on thru n past school.. i tot i cld accept this ending as well.. hah.. coz its like sacrificing jay's life to help xiao yu.. but of coz this is based on the fact that onli xiao yu shld b able to c jay...
anyway this tot was soon to b brushed off completely becoz the cinema started to break into laughter.. i was still thinking wat they were laughing abt when i finally saw wat looked like jay in the photo beside xiaoyu.. haa..thats y i din rmb that i had tot of this ending as well.. although happy endings r well.. happy.. ha.. but i realli still prefer one that has consistency wif the system in the show? as in jay shldnt b visible in the past.. haha.. something like that ba..
i wonder why i can type rather fast on the computer keyboard but i cant seem to play the piano at all.. haha.. i guess its realli a totally different thing.. anyway the movie oso made me want to own a bike even more.. mayb i'l buy one n ride to uni evrydae.. haha...
found out that tyris hasnt watched the movie too.. mayb if she wants to watch i'd watch wif her too.. but mayb i shldnt watch it too many times.. haha.. oh wells..
mayb i shld write some stories from time to time.. mayb i'l b able to come up wif a story as nice n sweet as wat jay has come up wif... i wonder how it feels like to b him... haha...
Return lies within the hasty keys
but i dun realli like the ending.. haha.. ok b4 i talk abt it i'l juz put this spoiler alert.. haha..
spoiler alert spoiler alert spoiler alert
ok that shld b enuff.. haha.. juz becoz they want it to b a happy ending for a movie.. they let jay go back to the past n kinda of change it by 'saving' rain so called.. but i wld rather haf had him go back to the past to the point where she was going to die.. when she was writing the liquid paper on the table.. den she'd c jay one last time n jay cld c her one last time too.. haha.. after all she shld probably b the onli person who can C jay.. so since she is going to go soon.. it wun affect the timeline thingy much.. haha.. ok mayb i shldnt bother abt this kinda stuff in a love story but still.. i'd rather haf had jay go back to the present wif lost love n den write the song of the movie.. ha.. well i'd haf wanted the story to follow the song abit more closely la.. after all u shldnt b living in the same era as ur dad.. ha..
but i realli love the movie.. realli love this kinda stories.. although its not realli realistic in the fact that time travel is involved.. but who cares rite.. haha.. but watching the movie made me want to learn piano even more.. haha.. n watching the movie affects me directly too.. haha.. when rain was gasping for air desperate to finish her last words, her difficulty in breathing made me feel like i was suffocating as well.. n plus the fact that it was at a heart wrenching moment as the love story was coming to an end.. it was a moment where it realli hurt me deeply.. haha.. i think so la.. i was like going to suffocate wif her n i cld feel her heart ache as well.. it was a very strong feeling that makes me feel that im alive.. haha.. mayb i like this kinda feeling.. oh wells..
mayb i'l watch it again if wp wants to watch it.. haha..
i seem to like little girls who r prim n proper n pretty.. haha.. they make me look forward to having children of my own.. but whenever i meet those rowdy n disobedient kids.. i realli feel that having children is a nitemare.. hah.. although it mite still b years away or mayb a lifetime away but i feel that having children is a pretty tough choice to make.. haha..
my brother's buddy juz bought him a zanbaktou.. haha.. the bankai of ichigo's zangetsu.. quite cool.. haha.. make me feel like getting one too.. but its probably too ex for me rite now.. mayb i shld get shinigami clothes first.. haha..
i think NS life has sorta settled down for me.. i'd like to aim to earn as much money as i can in any given set of time.. haha..
im still a long way from brain development.. hahaha..
anyway i read an entry abt mediocrity of singaporeans.. which kinda affects me alot realli.. coz im thinking abt wat it says or reminded of it almost anytime anywhere.. hah.. im trying to avoid mediocrity consciously but i think subconsciously im juz lazing as a mediocre boy.. hah..
im probably a realli realli blur person.. coz i seem to make silly mistakes that pple deem as common sense? or mayb its juz that im not used to it.. the blurest thing i did in my life was to forget abt my oral exams.. haha.. i forgot if it was o levels or prelims or any other exam.. i knew it was on wednesdae.. but i forgot that that dae was wednesdae.. lolx.. i was still eating mac near the school n den i met my classmates who juz did their orals.. haha.. den i was like isnt it on wednesdae? den suddenly it struck me that todae was the dae.. lolx..
anyway had wanted to say alot of other stuff too.. but i guess i'd rather not.. so juz a little link here to a blog entry that i tot was rather interesting.. hah.. well i guess it muz b.. since it collected 90 over comments.. hah...
http://thegreatsze.blogspot.com/2007/04/on-female-mediocrity.html
anyway yesterdae was my sister's wedding solemnization.. it was quite lively of coz.. seeing how both side's families and frens came pouring in aroudn the middle of the dae.. she held it at mandai orchid garden btw.. n i went wif my sis earlier in the dae to sorta prepare for it? haha.. but i guess i din realli do much ba.. most of the stuff was done by my cousins.. wat was there to do for them? well theres the reception table where the guests found their names on a list of coz.. den there's the photo booth which is kinda an idea that my sis wanted to include in the wedding to make the guest book special.. the guests wld take a photo, whether alone or in a group, n den the pple at the photo booths will print out the photos straight away while the guests write their well wishes on a piece of sheet wif a space to slot their photos and then at the end of the dae my sis wil compile all these and make it into a guest book.. overall i suppose it wasnt THE perfect dae but i think it wasnt far from it ba.. nothing went wrong n the sun was shining brightly.. haha..
i suppose as we grow up we tend to change.. or mayb juz for me i feel that growing up changes my mindset almost completely? mayb as a child or as a boy specifically, i cld probably haf been able to understand or see the point behind wat, mayb say, girls were thinking or doing? but now as i understand reasoning or shld i say haf my own set of reasonings that i slowly feel that i dun understand how women think.. haha.. some things realli seem so obvious to me but yet y wld some refuse to think straight n wat not.. haha..
anyway after experiencing my sister's wedding i realli feel like when i haf my own wedding it wld b a real headache.. haha.. if i cld i'd realli probably juz not haf a wedding ceremony n wat nots.. but of coz on this note i can understand that girls wld want an extraordinary one la.. the stuff i mentioned above doesnt realli apply here i guess.. or mayb the reason y i think girls wld want one is not the real reason that they r thinking? Haha.. watever the case i think it will b quite long b4 i get married.. i'd probably b able to attend a few more of my frens' even.. so mayb i'd change again as time goes by.. haha..