Friday, September 29, 2006
2dae went school totally for nothing.. the onli lesson we haf for todae the teacher not in school.. -.- so onli got assembly todae.. some choir grp from saf came i think.. they were singing without music.. cant realli spell that term for it.. hah.. anyway i think they're juz doing real basic stuff la.. nothing extraordinary.. except for the beat boxing guy.. hes crazily wonderful.. hes B boxing supposedly ranked no. 2 in singapore? think so.. hes incredibly amazing la.. he can make multiple sounds come out at once la.. i wonder how its done.. realli cool guy.. Thursday, September 28, 2006
hmm.. todae has been a rather 'tiring' dae for me.. hah.. been wanting to slp the whole time in school todae.. not that its unusual.. hah.. but todae realli find it diffcult to focus sia.. like i can start daydreaming even when someone's talking to me.. hah..
Wednesday, September 27, 2006
a little late post but my very old old old ancient com was thrown away a few daes ago.. kinda sad.. hah.. since all the old games are inside n they've been wif me since i was 4 or 5? i rmb playing dune2 coming home from kindergarden.. my first rts game.. although not realli played the full game but still part of the game.. coz my brother had the game altered such that certain things were built without cost.. hah.. dune 2 can still b played on the current com la but other games like rtk3 dod, wolf3d full version n stuff.. angel empire 1 n 2 although not in the com either but still miss those games.. wolf3d was my first fps game.. although there was the god mode cheat too la.. i cld juz go around stabbing pple wif a knife.. hah.. thats the remains of my poor com.. bye bye com.. u've alreadi disappeared from outside my house.. Monday, September 25, 2006
i've decided todae not to go china.. after all this time.. hmmx..
Sunday, September 24, 2006
theoratically my insomnia shld haf gone wif the ending of the prelims.. but it still persists.. mayb i'l nid a few more daes to c if it goes bah.. hah.. Sunday, September 17, 2006
wahaha.. finally managed to blog.. Friday, September 15, 2006
sighs.. cldnt get any slp last nite.. insomnia's back to play wif me again.. although i kept my eyes closed thruout the nite n i probably managed to slp but subconsciously i cld feel that i cld open my eyes n wake up at any moment.. n so i woke up thinking that i din slp at all.. haha.. Wednesday, September 13, 2006
paranoia seems to b getting onto me.. hah.. cant realli fall aslp at nite nowadaes.. tho im not sure wats the reason.. hah... then im getting realli freaked out lately too.. Monday, September 11, 2006
damn com hanged on me.. lucky the post was still published.. otherwise i will b DAMN angry..
im feeling paranoid lately.. n i cant help it.. its awful thinking too much.. im getting worried too much.. anyway not worried abt grades but about safety.. -.- hah.. anyway todae's start of prelims.. gp went pass.. approx at best a c6.. hah.. Sunday, September 10, 2006
jay's new album's out so im trying to install them into me.. wahah.. anyways yesterdae went N-Y-D-C we r the N-Y-D-C.. hah.. wif bk wp calli zq n luke! hah.. bb luke! think thats gonna b the last dae we seeing each other for awhile.. unless we realli go give flight.. hahh.. anyway the place is quite nice n food's quite nice too.. juz pricey for me.. hah.. Friday, September 08, 2006
dun feel like posting anything lately.. haha.. time is too precious to b wasted here.. oh wells.. Wednesday, September 06, 2006
nothing much to post about lately.. my bro managed to make it to the auditions but din make it past.. oh well.. too bad.. Monday, September 04, 2006
ok i burnt my entire yest at toa payoh.. not realli entire dae since i woke up at 12.. so half a dae ba.. hah.. anyway wats there to do at toa payoh? nothing much during the normal daes but yest was different.. there was proj superstar auditions there.. i wasnt taking part but my brother was.. ha.. he went there earli in the morning.. left home around 7 plus n reached at 9 plus... my family went over to support him at around 3.. when we reached there, there was alreadi or shld i say still alot of pple la.. n the sun is like fugging hot.. mom bought umbrella for bro there.. n he realli needed the water we brought over. hah.. but... BUT.. the queue was moving so fugging slowly that in the end the auditions stopped n told the rest to come another dae.. FUCK U LA! Saturday, September 02, 2006
holidaes r here!! did i say that b4? hah.. Friday, September 01, 2006
oh forgot to mention i caught abit of my favourite serial smallville!!! hah.. long time nv c liao.. although its my fav.. hah.. n i saw lana lang!!! kristin kreuk is damn pretty la!!! but lana lang wun haf happy ending i think.. = ( n louis lane seems to haf alreadi come into the picture.. sighs.. poor lana.. but im still happy i saw her again.. hah.. makes me sooooooo happppy..
whooo woke up feeling a little better.. or much better.. hah.. anyway holidae but gotta wake up earli to visit xu lao shi.. well no complaints.. im happy to do so..
prelims results not that gd.. hah..
havent been bloggin lately coz i've not been feeling veh happy lately.. hah.. haf been feeling rather down wif myself.. shifting the statement i made on msn, i've got 0 confidence, 0 determination, n 100% pessimism.. hahah..
so anyway went 'shopping' yesterdae.. i say 'shopping' coz i din buy anything.. hah.. not that im realli unhappy about that.. but guess i cant say i did that.. more like standing around.. realli envy bodyguards.. they can juz stand around to while their time n earn money.. they get to c all the stuff but although cant buy, they can come again another time on their own la.. so i realli like that kind of life.. although im probly nv fit to b a bodyguard.. hahah..
yesterdae was my mom's birthdae.. so me family went out fer a dinner.. bro brought us to marina square to eat Dian Xiao Er.. first time there fer me.. n probably me family.. quite nice place.. but consider the price.. it shld.. they told us we wld haf to wait fer 30min to get our seats so we sat outside on this plastic chairs that looked like ancient china ones.. haha.. n we din wait that long i think... n they took our orders b4 we went in.. so when we sat down.. the food came on like within 1 to 2 min.. haah.. quite fast.. a little too fast i think.. haha.. the place specialty is roast duck n so we juz got a set for 6 pple.. hah.... din wanna think of which individual ones to eat..
after that, we went to walk walk to esplanade.. used the underground passage n that place kinda creeps me a little.. haha.. especially wif those funny funny abstract videos playing there.. so damn weird la.. dunno wats art man.. hah.. den saw some pple practising break dance.. looks wonderful.. hah.. den saw the drawings at esplanade n went home after.. had a cake from breadtalk n finished juz around 12am.. hah..
i dun like to put pictures coz i dun realli like seeing myself.. hahah.. i'l onli put nice pictures of nice pple.. hahah.. if i even put any..
todae me bro bought another copy of the comic long lang zhuan.. its been out fer veh long n its still not finished.. well another copy lasted me fer another hour n then haf to wait a few months fer the next one.. haha.. kinda lame.. oh wells..
maths was a flop.. real sadly.. coz i tot i cld manage an A but now B is still a question.. haha.. sad case.. went westmall wif sam n zyin eat bk.. sorta one of our usual routines.. hahah..
then later went back bpp play bowling wif calli luke n wp.. weee im the top scorer.. hahah.. but we played twice n first one broke 100 but the 2nd din reach 100. haha.. so much for tops..
the onli thing left in short term is econs.. flop as usual? i wonder how.. not to.. hah..
todae maths was ok i guess.. wld haf freaked out during the paper but i can calm myself down.. hahah.. n im realli a little slow.. din even realise that hs dun nid pe n so dun nid feedback mrs loh.. onli realised a little later still by myself but i think its still slow.. ha..
tmr's free.. no papers.. hah.. econs has yet to come too..
tmr's chinese.. sighs.. i'd rather listen to jay's album den study those damn historic records.. hah..cldnt they like draw pictures instead of compose poems? hah..
the damn msn dunno wat problem.. cant go online.. zzz.. then juz now internet oso veh weird.. ahhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhh...
dun rmb wat i wanted to blog about.. so til den..
its sundae nite n tmr's start of prelims.. whoopee.. holidaes r becoming reality so soon..wahah..
i wonder how its going to b like.. the prelims of coz.. hah.. hope pjc prelims not that difficult.. = p
went to school yest to eat kfc.. lol.. din go maths coz it was too earli.. den wanted to go for econs but reached school to find onli zm.. -.- evryone went home.. den left sch oso lo.. on the way saw karen as well.. ha..
so i searched for someone to play wif.. n went zq's house.. hahah.. went for a retro experience i guess.. played some ps games on the com.. ha.. cool place to go tho.. = p
rite.. i had a dream abt a fren.. a rather sad one for me.. haha.. but ddoesnt realli matter.. i haf dreams almost evrydae..
my brother wait from 9 in the morning.. travel more than an hour to reach.. now u want us to come one more time.. to bake in the sun again... whoever is the faggot planner this year can go get whacked by evryone in the queue lo.. heard it wasnt liddat last year la.. dunno y this year liddat.. idiotic..
den dunno if my bro is suay or wat la.. he lagged at home for about a month liao since he quit but hes supposed to go down again todae.. which happens to b hes first dae of reservice.. todae is mondae.. MONDAE!! do they expect evryone to b free??? CB la.. n from the looks of it.. my bro still not home so i guess he cant take the time out... wasted the whole of yest for nothing.. i can only hope he can make it todae or otherwise, hope that many pple oso canot take time off during wkdaes n COMPLAIN about how lousy the whole event is planned.. then next wk still got the girls audition... if they're supposed to bake in the sun like yest.. then i think cfm got pple will faint one lo.. mayb i shld go over n wait for girls to faint.. LOL...
hope they can realise how stupid they've been n give those who cant make it on wkdaes another chance.. FAGGOTS.. its one thing to not make it past the auditions n another to not make it for the auditions itself..
anyway finally go n play jing ru's love parade concert to watch todae.. bought long ago but nv watched it.. jing ru's probably the onli person who can make me cry listening to her.. hah.. or mayb coz she was crying too.. poor jing ru..
anyway a fren of mine started a story.. interested pple can go visit.. callison's the writer.. hahah..
anyway as expected there wld b waiting time but din think it wld b that long.. hah.. n lotsa pple actually arrived earlier or on time.. anyway zx first to arrive.. congrats.. hah.. n unexpectedly xu lao shi was at jp wif her kids!! eating hotcakes n big breakfast!! w00t.. n she took cab home first while we searched for gift for her.. hah.. den waited for carine!! b4 we left.. sorry eugene for lousy communications.. ha.. at least we all reached in the end.. wif not much accidents..
xls looks the same.. hah.. but her kids haf grown up!! duh.. hah.. the kids r real cute.. but cant imagine being wif them evrydae.. hee.. den xls ordered pizza!! which she does evrytime we go!! u rock!! hah.. so nice.. = p
den we left n i left wif wp after.. went find edith at spca.. damn faraway.. kinda lame to go all the way there for me.. hah.. anyway dun think imma going there again.. hah..