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Tuesday, June 27, 2006
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oohhhhhh YEAA BABAY!! Monday, June 26, 2006
i was actually happily bloggin todae.. but the stupid com hang on me.. n evrything i typed is gone.. so im not realli feeling up to retyping evrything n i noe i cant get evrything i did on again.. i hate this la.. F.. realli pissed.. i'l try to remake it all again.. Saturday, June 24, 2006
ok todae is the dae i swear my undying hatred for switzerland.. muahaha... those phuckers leading by 1 nil still wanna use the confusion between linesman n referee to score again.. cb la.. n the phucking referee oso.. dun remember his country but doesnt matter.. hes the one wif problem.. phuck U.. anyway hope switzerland beat ukraine so that they'd get thrashed by brazil or the brazil slayers in the next round.. wahahha.. Friday, June 23, 2006
ur rite.. i'l probly juz lie.. Thursday, June 22, 2006
nth special todae.. ''cept went sam's place to play 2p halo.. hah.. dizzy after 3hrs plus of it..
insomnia continues.. had rather gd luck this morning around 12 mn.. hah.. that was b4 i went to 'slp'.. hah.. hope its for the whole dae.. Wednesday, June 21, 2006
todae my brother took mc so hes at home the whole dae.. used the com the whole dae too.. so i onli haf the chance now.. btw i adjusted the time to singapore time on the blog.. Tuesday, June 20, 2006
ok some stuff about yesterdae.. had a NICE dota match yesterdae.. hahah.. it was totally fun.. was reminded that i din use the word retard too.. how forgetful.. Monday, June 19, 2006
ok the few posts lately r realli juz posting for posting.. makes no sense.. hah.. anyway its real funny how i dun like to waste time for example bloggin stuff bcoz i wanna play my games.. n i dun realli haf all dae to do so.. i nid time to eat, time for the com to rest.. time to please my mum to show that im not playing all dae n stuff.. n definitely time to feel bad about not studying again todae.. hah.. tried n had a few daes reading chi stuff but after the com got fixed.. no more time! haha.. Sunday, June 18, 2006
i hate waiting.. but yet it seems like i've been waiting for many things in my life.. i've waited n waited for many things.. n even now im still waiting.. Friday, June 16, 2006
got to reiterate.. todae is a bad dae.. TOTALLY BAD..
todae's 16 june.. fish's birthdae.. happy birthdae jing ru.. hah..
for wat seems like an eternity to man is juz but a brief moment to god.. i do not refer to any religious god but it seemed like forever since i've been here.. com broke down last wednesdae n it juz got fixed yesterdae..kinda glad its fine now.. n it feels like many things happened in this duration n i had had alot to blog about.. but dun feel like writing any now coz i dun want to waste time trying to remember them.. juz realised how important the internet has become this daes.. Tuesday, June 06, 2006
darling so there u are.. wif that look on your face.. Monday, June 05, 2006
playing wild arms these few daes.. they haf some interesting stuff too.. although i muz say its realli much less than ff8.. n r realli quite vague.. well its a 1 disc game compared to 4 disc ff8.. Sunday, June 04, 2006
im glad that i act n think in the same way my family does.. Saturday, June 03, 2006
i nid to study n exercise.. but im doing neither.. Friday, June 02, 2006
was 'on time' for econs todae.. Thursday, June 01, 2006
haven started studying.. how to start? hah.. nv gonna start..
the fucking com hang on me again while im blogging
n about the same fucking thing too.. im not going to blog until the fucking com stablises or when im not this pissed off............ fuckkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkk
Italy beat Australia 1 nil!!! n wif 10 men onli!!!
australia sucks man.. the whole game was like onli italy performing lo.. although aus had more possesion in the 2nd half but its onli becoz they had 1 more men.. but more possesion oso no use.. nv score hold ball for nothing.. hahah.. i watched the highlights of the game.. the whole first half all is italy's shots lo.. onli the 2nd half got like 1 or 2 aus shots.. den the rest is ITALIA!! w00t!! australia lost badly man.. especially considering how they gave italy a penalty at the last second of the game.. 3 min stoppage time the goal was scored at 95 min!! wahhah.. damn exciting man.. ITALIA ITALIA ITALIA!!!
n buffon rocks!! hahahha
holidaes over.. mid years started.. one down alreadi.. think that overall shld b getting better.. considering where im improving from.. it shldnt b hard..
watched beckhams free kick goal.. was nice.. portugal VS netherland watched the replay.. 9 men each.. how nice.. but figo still my favourite player..
hopeless helpless n i 4got wats the last one i wrote.. Fu Ck It La
dun wanna write liao.. Fu Ck Fu ck f u ck f u ck fuc k
i get lost so easily but thats not the problem.. problem is i dun even realise that im lost.. sigh..
im still happy all the same.. hah.. thx..
incoherence is a trick.. = D
hope tmr's a fine dae.. hah..
n i think its kinda dumb to haf the stuff thats written in a dae b put as the one written first below n new one above.. cldnt they like make it such that its the opposite for stuff written on the same dae? oh wells..
'sum1 to haf n hold.. wif all my heart n soul..
sum1 who'l stay around.. thru all my ups n downs..
'Dancing bears.. Painted wings.. things i almost remember..
n a song.. someone sings.. once upon a December..
wanted to go out but ended up going nowhere.. not much to do outside anyway.. sorry wp.. = p
5 more daes til sch reopen.. i wonder if i dun want that to come becoz its gonna b the tests.. or juz coz its school.. mayb both but which is heavier..
being happy or not is juz a choice.. either way life n time still goes on.. thats realli very much the truth.. but i chose to not b happy.. thats that for a few years now.. wonder if that will change..
i've not been able to get slp for a many daes already.. dunno wats wrong.. no matter how tired i may feel when im awake n doing stuff, whenever i brush my teeth n go to bed to slp.. i will become wide awake.. turning around n cant fall aslp.. yesterdae was pretty bad.. woke up at 7 leh.. not my usual 10 or so.. n i cldnt fall aslp!! i went to slp at 1245 at half time of ukraine's match.. n i lay there til 2 am.. had a glance of the clock.. zzzz.. n then todae wake up at 7 again..
tok about waking up todae.. i woke up to the sounds of heavy rain.. the major downpour was so great that it was loud enuff to wake me.. at the same time its the best kind of weather to slp in.. BUT i tot i had to go school todae so i cldnt go slp!! although there WAS mock maths test in school but its not compulsory n i'd not haf gone to thinking otherwise.. anyway thats past...
todae's half gone.. hope its a gd dae..
ok.. guess thats real bad.. but well hecks.. ok i wanna talk about my love for ancient china.. actually no dun wanna talk about it.. juz wanna say that i love it coz of the boxed up towns n countys.. it gives me the sense of belonging n clear line of different places.. of coz i'd still love to live in the hills n b a bandit n stuff.. hah..
im going to collapse not becoz i cant take it anymore but onli becoz i dun feel like taking anything anymore.. which reminds me.. of a certain MFing idiot whose btw a real idiot.. as in iq wise.. he or she.. i dunno.. dun even wanna look at him/her.. but think its a her.. anyway doesnt matter.. he/she collects cans at taman jurong hawker centre.. n thats ok.. BUT she's an IDIOT.. she wants the can n she'l stare at u if u haven finished the can.. n when u do.. she comes n snatches it away as if scared that the can will fly away or sumthing.. doing this almost spilled my mum's coffee.. onli my parents wld pity this person.. even my brother hates her... although my brother's not realli an angel anyway.. but shes realli dumb la.. when we tell her the other can haven open yet.. she dun believe n want to take it oso.. WTF la.. wats the point of her living? evrytime i c her is wearing the same shirt n probably shorts.. my mum say she eats free from the hawkers n stuff.. so y's she living? to collect cans to earn money to live? wtf if thats the case she mite as well die instead of disturbing n harassing pple.. eating off pple n onli making money to support a place to slp? i think she's making a negative impact both economically n socially la.. realli a living piece of meat la..
ok i din think i cld express my anger but it came suddenly at the tot of the person.. wahahha.. n my brother thinks his evil.. i guess its in the genes.. although my dad is a totally GD person.. hes like frenly to evryone la.. n has many frens thus.. not that its a bad thing though.. juz that i dun seem to b like him in any way.. mayb coz he drives a taxi thats y he can b frenly.. hah..
i'l leave it at that fer now..
i juz want to wait.. waiting requires no effort..
waiting... for my best fren..
watever i do it fails.. 16/6/2006..
n i tot todae wld b gd..
bad game dae..
1 more week til school reopens.. i nid to learn to ignore the other pple that exist.
btw for anyone who wants to noe.. my brother went to order the world cup channels on scv yesterdae.. so anyone interested can juz tell me.. im not that frenly as to volunteer holding parties n stuff.. watched england VS t&t yesterdae.. kinda interested onli in rooney's performance. in the end it was soooooooooo boring.. rooney din realli perform.. n the 2 goals were scored so late in the game that it was quite sad watching it..
oh wells... juz happy that im finally able to b back online..
as if your never hurt.. as if your never down..
shall i be the one for u.. who pinches you softly but sure..
if frown is shown then.. i will know that you are no dreamer..
anyway it talks about love, courage n hope.. the 3 essences of power in most fables.. kinda like akazukin chacha.. a cartoon i watched years ago.. too bad the stuff isnt included in the game script coz its a reading off the wall wordings.. so i cant realli remember wat was said about love n courage liaox.. hah.. so much for wanting to put in down..
it seems like evryone is being trained to b a leader at some point of time in life.. but i think thats not a gd thing.. some pple r juz not suitable to lead.. i dislike leading pple.. becoz im afraid that i'l lead them to a dead end.. their ends.. or becoz as humans that we r.. we do not completely follow the orders of another.. especially so since i've nv had official 'power' b4..
evrything i do seems to haf no end to it.. thats y i hate to study.. there's no obvious benefit n it doesnt seem to end.. i guess it realli nv ends.. n while each game has an ending.. some wif multiple endings.. i still enjoy it although the number of games that i can recycle n play become unlimited wif juz about 10 of my collection of rpgs.. wif the revival of my ps a month ago i think.. i've played more than 200 hrs on it.. took down 2 to 3 rpgs.. n quite a number more to go.. better not try to finish them first.. muz study.. although i onli say it n dun practise it.. 200/30= about 6hrs per dae playing.. even while it was still schooldaes then.. how wonderful i make use of my time.. hah..
but at the same time.. i still act n think differently from them..
i live onli becoz they'd b sad if i dun..
I strictly believe that in this day n age.. looks r wat matters most to almost (ALMOST) all guys n gals when looking for love.. the rest doesnt matter at all.. mayb coz humans dun vary so much nowadaes in terms of character...
many r having fun n i seem to envy them.. but realli.. if i was asked to go.. wld i enjoy it that much?
maths was ok.. dunno y but i feel tt his lesson todae was spectacular.. or mayb juz wasnt payin attention in the past.. or coz it was one shot stats revision.. so can clearly c the links.. anyway he juz cldnt stop saying how he cld derive it on the spot although he doesnt noe the formula..
anyway he din do vectors todae.. hope there wun b a makeup for it.. he shld haf forgotten it completely by now.. i hope..
wats life.. i game til 2am this few daes n a little further back til 4am..
i believe that the opposite gender can b treated as normal frens BUT juz some n not all of them..
nothings happening.. is that a gd thing?