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Monday, April 28, 2008
i din realli go n count the no. of hours i played on ace combat that resulted in me having a dizzy spell after stopping yesterdae.. i onli realised that i had actually played for at least 3 n a half hours straight this morning.. ha.. but i still feel a little dizzy even now.. lolx.. Sunday, April 27, 2008
chelsea beat man u wif a penalty.. WTF LA! although i support newcastle n not man u as a main team, i still hope man u wins this premier league.. since obviously newcastle wun b winning it this season.. haha.. although its still a possibility for man u to win this season, i wld haf prefered it to be a sealed fate instead of the nid for winning the next 2 matches.. newcastle faces chelsea next.. hope they dun cock up badly.. Tuesday, April 15, 2008
ok i heard that u cant use death note to ask someone to kill another person directly b4 he dies. but theres still other methods to use la.. since u'd b able to control the entire human race given the names, theres a million ways to use this few billion pple to kill one individual.. haha. even if hes name is hidden.. Monday, April 14, 2008
while watching death note the anime on scv a while ago.. was pondering on how clever both L n Light are n how Light, as Kira, shld haf his priorities set clearer.. meaning he shld want to eliminate the big threat that is L.. but he din haf his name n so he needed to find out in order to kill him..
i like the style of shirt on a tshirt.. haha.. juz feels that it looks nice.. n its rather ez to blend different sets of primary colours together.. which is partly y i like to wear my old school uniform.. hah.. although i cld juz go n get another one that looks the same n has probably even better lines out there la.. but since i haf this so i mite as well make use of it lo.. ha.. Sunday, April 13, 2008
Wld it b an insult for one whos married to remain a virgin? or wld it b a compliment for one whos married to remain a virgin... hmm.. not that its important.. haha.. but juz a tot.. following that was the tot about why the shows about ancient china, all the Wu Xia Pian.. or stories of them as well.. i doubt that there was even the slightest bit of Science knowledge then.. so how did anyone noe that for a woman to get pregnant, onli 1 sperm can fertilise 1 egg.. well correct me if im wrong coz i din study bio after all.. hah.. but why did they not think that if 1 woman shared her bed wif 2 men simultaneously.. ( unthinkable n incorrigible as well.. ha.. but) she wld b able to conceive a child that has genes from both the 2 men.. meaning the child is indeed fathered by the 2 together wif the mother.. i mean it cld b easily mistaken given the fact that the onli test method for father n child is the blood dropping technique.. of which there is actually a high chance the blood wld fuse.. so why did they not think in this way? probably the male ego which wld b quite big then.. wld haf disallowed this kinda thing to even appear eh.. but thinking how the pple then were, there wld definitely haf had pple who'd try this if there were rumours like children developed in this manner cld attain super powers.. haha.. oh wells.. Saturday, April 12, 2008
i do believe that without evil, there is no good as well.. Friday, April 11, 2008
ok i had quite abit of things to blog about after reading thru edith's, tyris' 05-06 chronicles.. hah.. although i haven finish both la.. especially tyris' im still at 05.. but then i dun realli feel like blogging now.. haha... it seems like i cant think to think.. as in i cant realli control it... it comes naturally when it comes.. ha.. its like inspiration.. my whole tot process is based on inspiration n thats quite bad when theres nil at all.. Thursday, April 10, 2008
i wanted to say that i tot about how it wld b if i were ever to lose my voice.. to b unable to speak again.. i guess the ability to converse is important to me but not realli to converse but more so becoz i love to sing, especially to myself.. haha.. there r many occasions where i'd sing a song that kinda fits or describes the situation i was facing or the feeling that i had at that point of time.. so if i was to become a mute.. i guess i'd haf a variety of feelings lo.. but overall i guess i'd still b happy.. coz at least it gives me the reason to not talk.. i usually feel that i talk onli coz im supposed to.. or at least i feel i shld talk coz doing otherwise wld b awkward or something.. so i tot overall it wld b a plus plus.. hah.. Tuesday, April 08, 2008
been having a sore throat for about a week now.. n finally todae it feels much better.. ha.. although im still refraining to talk much unless i get over excited n start to chatter away.. haha.. but i guess i started refraining from speaking alot more coz of a minor incident that kinda shocked me a little.. haha.. coz i was trying to clear my throat of flam so i was at the sink after coughing a few n feeling that i cld clear some off.. but i actually spat out blood along wif my saliva.. of coz i noticed some flam too but blood kinda freaked me out.. haha.. i checked a little n kinda confirmed that it wasnt my gums that was bleeding.. haha..
anyway a fren of mine who also has a blog writes alot about how he feels without any form of holding back or restriction.. or mayb hes juz a person wif so much emotion that the things he writes, although alreadi holding back alot, is still filled wif alot of feeling.. ha.. for me, i cant seem to blog that way.. i feel that im restricted by alot of things... mayb its coz he doesnt care.. mayb its coz he feels that few pple bother reading his blog anyway.. or mayb he juz wants to vent out his frustrations or express his feelings somewhere..
i cant seem to do that.. mayb coz i dun like to express myself to that much of an extent.. mayb i prefer to hide myself behind a one way see thru wall such that i can see pple who pass by but pple cant c me.. or mayb i feel that MANY pple read my blog n i nid to hold back my horses.. hah.. but either way i suppose i juz dun do such extravagant entries.. i juz dun haf the luxury..
anyway i guess i dunno how to take care of a girl on the streets.. n i mean how to 'take care of a girl' on the streets and not how to take care of 'a girl on the streets'.. n i dun mean anything strange by grouping the words together..
anyway havent been blogging for a while.. probably coz too lazy.. haha.. but anyway my bro juz got us an XBOX 360.. WHOOHOOO.. haha.. its a 2nd hand one n came wif 5 games.. one of which is ace combat.. which i quite like to play.. haha.. anyway it came on thursdae nite.. n i juz completed the campaign tonite.. hah.. now my heads kinda spinning from all the flying.. ha..
in this modern society or in this era, theres probably many invisible rules n regulations that everyone shld observe.. but for me, i probably dun even noe half of these rules.. n even if i knew about them, its still rather hard for me to comply by them.. or to implement them into my behavioral system.. so its rather hard for me to accept it.. thus comes the msn line of me being innocent.. LOLX.. ha..
Games r usually the easiest things to make my flare up.. i lose my temper 90% of the time playing games.. but i still enjoy playing games n i still play alot of games that wld make me swear n curse at the screen.. lolx..
1 more blasted year to go.. i nid liberation..
chelsea drew wif wigan.. how high is that? haha..
i may not b as smart as the both of them are.. but i had a tot on how to use the death note to achieve this end of his goal.. as long as he knew the name of any one of those who were on the team wif L.. he cld simply juz write that guy's name in the death note, condition being that he brings a gun to the hotel room, kills evryone in that room, or simply kills a youngster KNOWN as L, if that works.. ha.. b4 falling out of the hotel window n die.. if he had juz done such a simply step.. he wld haf been able to eliminate this big obstacle without ever knowing his name.. haha..
n if he wanted to protect his father, he cld haf juz brought his father to 'see' something he found or simply juz do it when his father was wif him.. it was rather simple.. after all, the powers of the death note can b said to b infinite.. if it cld manipulate a dying person's last actions..
when i say i stop liking a girl, its usually coz i dun wanna b an ass n cling on one sided things.. not becoz shes lost her attraction on me or anything like that.. hah..
pple always say that they regret onli after losing something n not cherishing it b4 they lost it.. i think this is a rather unavoidable predicament for pple to b in.. well.. i suppose its not realli a predicament.. haha.. but it realli has to b the case most of the time.. becoz if we din noe wat we were supposed to cherish in the first place, how do we go about cherishing evrytime lest we lose it? not evrything is as obvious as certain things i guess..
oh n one thing that tyris' blog reminded me of edith that edith's blog itself did not.. it was edith's favourite line.. "Get A Life La!"
tot that was rather interesting.. haha..
basically i realised that reminiscing about the past or in this case about jc life isnt evryone's cup of tea.. mainly coz they dun feel it was as much fun or as much to their liking as i'd feel it was.. oso they may haf had other experiences that they'd gladly talk more about.. but for me it seems that currently i hold jc life memories as the most fresh n as such the most interesting...
but it seems that i missed my pri sch in sec 3 although i din in sec 1 n 2.. got over it in sec 4.. then in jc2 half way i was missing sec school.. but after that oso saw it through.. j1 was ok i guess.. it juz sorta shifts as time goes by..
anyway wif making references to the 2's blogs, i muz say that edith's one has more me in it.. haha.. mainly due to the fact that we were in one pw grp la.. n mainly coz edith seems to write more directly n stuff.. n i distinctly feel the difference in writing style.. although i currently haf no way to pinpoint it down.. another case of no inspiration.. hah.. n den i came across the 'love is a fallacy' article in tyris' blog.. of coz edith mentioned it as well.. but tyris took down the whole article.. haha.. i rmb i tot it was witty too the first time i read it 3 years ago.. n i still think its funny.. ha.. although of a lower level.. coz i alreadi noe the story.. n then tyris oso had one entry on lameness stuff.. haha.. that was funny as well.. oh n one big diff was that ris' blog had photos that were actually still viewable.. hah.. dith's blog photos were all unloadable alreadi..
but anyway somethings that i infered from their blogs as well as other sources.. it seems that onli i feel that jc was more relaxed than sec school.. lolx.. i totally do.. n i even took jc studies more seriously than my sec school stuff.. lolx.. n i still feel jc more relaxed.. mayb thats y my econs nv picked up.. haah.. coz too relaxed..
n to put things clearly, i make it look like im onli reading their archives when i nv read my own.. actually im not reading mine coz i read it already a few months ago.. n thus i tot it was less of a necessity to read mine yet..
anyway i read abit of lai yan's blog too.. coz i found it by 'accident'? ha.. but her blog is totally different.. as in the things mentioned n stuff.. its all so short n erm.. strange? or shld i say scary.. hah.. dunno la.. nothing much to infer about our class or myself from there.. except that i shld b able to safely say that shes the one person who'd not mind not being in 05a02.. ha.. juz my opinion..
im trying to get my pw grp for a get together!! but i think it mite b tough to get them all together at once.. but i shall try.. for i was but a leader in name.. but still a leader of the grp.. lolx.. n to think that i always tot i was trying to let edith the leader which she refused but in her blog she mentioned that she WAS the leader.. hahahaha.. juz tot it was kinda funny when i saw that.. ha..
been reading the old fft message board lately.. coz i found the archives for it.. hah.. rather interesting.. but tiring considering the amount of words i usually read a dae.. haha.. i probably haf read more stuff this past 3 daes than i did the last month.. lolx..
anyway i kinda dwelled on it for a very long time thinking about lotsa stuff that cld relate to it.. n when i say relate to it i mean almost anything that cld relate to it.. n if i'd admit, most of the things i tot about was nonsense.. haha.. anyway i feel so much better now so i believe it was juz something to be ignored.. hah.. but as it was the first time i actually 'coughed' blood, it kinda got to me as a shock.. ha..
went to read edith's blog archive of May 2005.. haha.. n subsequently alittle of june as well.. it was at the time of school holidays n the chinese camp at that time.. it made me recall wat i experienced from the camp.. my side of the story if i may put it.. ha.. coz reading it was from her perspective.. well thats almost 3 years ago.. ha..
oh n talking about jc, i recalled recently that i probably shld pay up my erm.. 'promise' to my grp mates for PW about treating them to pizza after the project.. haha.. i shall honour it n find a time for us to get together n it'l b my treat i guess.. but im much of a miser now so i guess i cant come up wif much.. haha..
i kinda miss yong ren.. hah.. although its been a realli long time since i last saw her n i guess i cant say i noe her realli well, but i've got a good impression of her from first 3 months.. hah.. if it wasnt for Zyuan, i probably wld haf been the person who'd b hitting the headlines about being wif her.. lolx.. although i guess i wasnt realli very into this stuff in the first 3 months.. n then shortly after that i fell into a 'trap' of sorts n so got into this stuff again.. ha.. i still rmb i told myself that i shldnt need new frens.. ha.. but oh wells.. i guess i was being childish.. but coz of that i chose pjc la.. coz most of my rv frens went to jj if not the higher standard jcs..