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Tuesday, February 09, 2010
whoosh... first post in 2010.. haha.. coming in feb its a little late i guess but it doesnt matter anyways.. ever since the last few days of last year, i've been playing dota on bnet again.. haha.. its something really enjoyable for me rite now but im kinda neglecting most of my studies coz of it.. but i guess thats what i always do anyways.. if not this den probably something else wld haf came up.. although i guess this 1 is a little more invasive.. haha..
wat i like about this sem so far.. i guess its the melayu kelas that im taking lo.. its like the most obvious thing that i can c that i've come to learn that is totally new... then after that, maths gem isnt as i'd haf expected but i guess its getting on well la...
anyway i got to noe a few other pple who take chinese mods as well.. n then met some of ck's frens too.. i wonder if i dun haf enuff frens to actually meet anyone in school... haha.. i can nv understand the thing that holds frenships together.. i only noe how to b me n how to live my life my way.. sometimes i wonder if i even haf a past... at least the past that i noe does not intertwine wif my present n so it is yet again a well defined area.. but whether it is a good thing anot i can nv b sure...
perhaps i've always wanted to live my life in the most simplest of ways.. but it doesnt realli seem to work out in the society today... or at least in singapore... perhaps my life can only work out when it revolves around me alone.. at least so far, thats how it clearly appears to me... nobody seems to b able to enter my frame of life at all...
mayb im becoming gloomy again.. haix.. hah..