How many more years to go...

Thursday, August 31, 2006

ZZZZZZZZZZZZZZZZZZZZZZZZ suffering from a damn damn damn damn damn bad cold la.. keep sneezing like crazy... sucks..
anyway holidaes r here!!! although its rather short n prelims r rite after but still.. hah.. wonderful.. especially tmr gonna visit xu lao shi!!! hah.. long time no c..
anyway todae went pool after school wif sam zyin n br.. i think i've improved fairly well.. ha... at least my power is about there now.. n accuracy wise still nids more practice..
all in all.. i hate to b sick.. sucks....

Pilfer , 9:47 PM

Tuesday, August 29, 2006

leg's walking normally now..
todae was supposed to b my lucky dae of the week said by the astrology webby.. but turned out that it seemed the most UNLUCKY dae of the entire month or more la.. mayb coz i forgot about my character..
i was supposed to change.. but its so difficult.. wats to life.. i'm getting bored of it..

Pilfer , 8:10 PM

Saturday, August 26, 2006

ok i guess i got a muscle ache out of that little event yesterdae.. nothing wrong wif ankle.. lolx.. muscle ache is irritating.. hah.. oh wells.. saturdae's gone so fast.. sighx.. juz met bk for a bit.. nothing much todae..

Pilfer , 11:52 PM

Friday, August 25, 2006

hmm.. fridae got pe as usual.. so the class plays handball as usual.. difference was the geog pple seemed to take leave off their lessons to haf an extra hour b4 pe.. -.- hah.. todae's pe was on round robin tournaments.. i got myself into the onli team wif 1 guy n managed to coax lishi into giving my team the most time to rest.. lolx.. she was on my team too la.. but guess she din notice..
my team lost as i'd expected.. ha.. but still sorry if its coz of me.. = p hurt my left leg a little bit in the first match.. kinda wld haf sprained my ankle if it wasnt my legs.. hah... i got stronger legs than others.. o.O anyway later on liyun kanna injury.. tot it was her ankle but she was ice ing her knee? so hmm... anyway she was jumping n playing again after assembly so i guess its nothing serious.. still gotta take care of yaself evryone..
think its time to change my personality.. externally.. kinda difficult now but i'l try for a while..

Pilfer , 10:47 PM

Thursday, August 24, 2006

todaes a holidae!! wahahah.. no school.. onli for pjc!! although its juz a postponed polling dae one n the others alreadi had theirs.. but still its arrival is nice.. hah..
but the dae was entirely spent outside.. went seoul garden buffet wif class todae.. from 12 to 4.. was a little late as usual.. ha.. but doesnt matter la.. den after went to lag around wif the girls chattering away.. ha.. not that i dun wanna talk but i juz dunno how to.. cant realli choose between my split personalities.. = p
so left b4 them at 7.. they were still enjoying themselves.. ha.. left wif sam n jh.. but anyway.. i think if im given enuff attention when im supposed to say something if u ask me something.. then i'd b more ready to share my thoughts.. hah.. thats wat i think.. hah..
tmr schools back.. but fridaes a rather relaxed dae n then the wkends.. wheee.. n my class guys besides siva seems to b influenced by me to play rtk.. lol.. romance of three kingdoms or sango or san guo zhi.. if u dunno.. ha.. its the 10th version alreadi.. n its in chinese.. thats y.. anyway its sam's game so thx sam.. hah.. but the game juz quit on me.. when a stupid pop up came up.. zzzz.. now gotta replay the battle.. sighs..

Pilfer , 9:43 PM

Saturday, August 19, 2006

i think i prefer the quiet part of me...

Pilfer , 11:10 PM

Friday, August 18, 2006

im not realli interested in hand ball.. shan't elaborate.. hah..
i seem to haf rediscovered the art of short entries.. how nice..

Pilfer , 10:31 PM

Tuesday, August 15, 2006

i haf dreams at nite.. n some nitemares that arent realli in the least bit scary.. but yet i'd still wake up screaming.. i had 1 this year b4.. den lately had another one.. i realli juz let out a scream that translated into my body n i'd wake up.. den my sis wld wake up too.. coz im shouting at the top of my voice.. ha... oops eh.. anyway this time round i din realli scream.. i tried to but my voice was hoarse.. so nothing cld come out.. n i recall repeated attempts at screaming b4 i realli woke up.. ha.. anyway i've grown to feel that dreams are nothing.. it reflects nothing at all...
i hope to turn back the clock.. n i hope that i'd not make the same decisions n choices that i've made in this life.. some la at least.. i'd rather give up all the many positive points of coming to pjc n pursue something else.. that i'd feel that i've been doing all my life.. although upon entering jc i've seemed to haf changed.. mayb its pjc.. mayb i've juz grown up even more..
anyway i noe thats impossible.. so i'd juz hope As come faster.. so that it'd end faster n i can realli 4get about school for a long while..

Pilfer , 8:13 PM

Saturday, August 12, 2006

blogging is getting boring.. ha..
anyway fridae was a rather bz dae.. class had about 2 hrs of handball playing.. thats probly the onli special thing that dae.. ha..
then sam's rtkX is taking up my time at the moment.. so no time to do that darn econs essay.. ha.. but i'l probably haf to find a way to do it by mondae.. zzzz.. taking econs was a bad choice.. ha..
onli sundae left.. so fast.. todae went swimming.. now my ear's stuck.. zzz.. cant hear from my left ear.. n cant seem to get it well..
so many things to do.. so little time.. zzz..

Pilfer , 10:01 PM

Wednesday, August 09, 2006

yesterdae was fine i suppose.. got fifa street 2 off zyin for this few daes.. n sam came over to test it out wif me.. hah.. he left around 6 i think.. or was it 5... doesnt matter.. hah.. then oso successfully got sango X runnin.. hah..
den todae.. went kbox.. klunch.. so had to get to cck by 11.. was a little late but still ok.. ha.. so we went up when i reached.. though 3 wasnt there yet.. anyway we got this super big room.. it shld fit like over 20 pple easily la.. n we onli had 5 wif 3 coming that leads to 8 at most.. -.- the onli larger room is the one wif pool table lo.. anyway it was fine la on the whole.. onli song i got ok was jay's back to the past.. hah.. the rest was like shit fer me.. i think the best i did was the previous trip wif a02 la.. that was me at my best form.. hah..
then reached home.. was pulled out almost immediately.. family wanted to go suntec.. zzz... i wanted to stay at home la.. anyway had to go so went there.. met huiting n yanni.. said hi or shld i say nodded to show that we noe we're there.. hah.. then hang around looking at some figurine stuff.. my family's into those stuff.. then after dinner went over to the dunno wat bridge to c fireworks.. go up there liao waited for like 5 to 10 min then some fireworks came.. it wasnt the main thing.. those juz flew up n din explode.. budden after another same time, the real fireworks from ndp came.. was rather nice la.. but juz some regular fireworks to me la.. not realli that interested.. plus it was rather short.. those from yesterdae were better i heard..
n now im finally back home.. hah.. onli tmr left.. sighs.. still nid to do stupid econs essay.. hah..

Pilfer , 10:16 PM

Monday, August 07, 2006

ok about saturdae nite.. went over in the evening.. it was at the park near my house so juz walked over.. my pri sch frens all live near there la.. or used to anyway.. hah... n we all came back here to celebrate serene n shu zhen's birthdae.. had 2 bbq pits burning i think.. n the food we ate first werent bbqed there oso.. hah.. was brought there.. some noodles n bee hoon i think.. anyway it was nice.. bbq chicken wing oso nice.. hah..
then sat around talking about stuff.. dun realli remember how we spent our time leh.. juz suddenly dae darkens n nite falls.. hah.. den had cake n sang 'happy birthdae'.. oh one thing is that my pri sch mostly r english tuned.. so im mostly out of their frequency.. hah.. anyway stayed around n took some photos at the end of the dae.. talked more crap n left at 1.. reached home around 5min after we split.. so doesnt realli matter how late it was.. hah...
reached home bathed n had one dota game.. hah... we won.. hi 5 guys.. = p although heng d/c again.. hah.. but think bk played rather well there..
its mondae n holidaes coming.. nice.. hah..

Pilfer , 9:58 PM

Sunday, August 06, 2006

i noe that fate n coincidence is all of the same.. but i still want to say its fate when its a gd thing.. hah...
anyway realise that after the things haf passed, i dun haf much drive to write about them.. haha.. so i'l juz note the events down abit..
first was fridae.. we ( my class) were supposed to haf a frenly match wif our neighbouring class during contact time.. courtesy of ZY n Zavier's match making n our teacher's slackness to allow.. hah.. so it was rather exciting b4 the match.. although this match was different from those we played in school.. coz girls of the classes was playing as well.. although i tot that they were more of a hindrance..hah.. our class girls.. CMI!! hahah.. their class girls did better.. in soccer that is..
so anyway we lost 4 2 n though we lost.. it was still rather frenly n fun.. haha.. we'l beat u next time!! hahh..

den fridae nite was sajc's dance concert rapture!! i was supposed to meet 4i peeps at 6 at city hall but turned out i was late by about 35min? sooooo sorry!!! hah.. thx luke n calli for waiting.. =) den went to look for the rest at the hk dunno wat resturant and saw the usual few.. plus xinyu n weina!!! long time no c the 2 girls.. n m realli happy to c them too!! hahah.. so as we were too late to eat liaox.. we din eat n soon left together.. went over to esplanade thinking that the concert starts at 730 n turned out it was 8.. -.- but as xinyuan wasnt there yet.. bk went to get him at city hall.. coz xy's hp no batt.. den we waited at esplanade while xinyu n weina went off themselves too.. so we waited at the steps for them n for the concert to start.. den yx n zx went to look for bk.. i think it was zx rite.. suddenly dun remember.. haha.. anyway we managed to get in on time.. we 10 guys.. sat together on the 2nd floor while the girls had their own seats.. dun realli noe where but heard its directly front of the stage rite. we were at the side.. so not bad not gd la.. ok ok.. = )
concert starts.. watch wp n jilyn.. the onli 2 pple i noe.. on the stage.. easily recognizable.. hah.. n the rest of the performance.. i think i dunno how to appreciate dance.. hahh.. but i still think of performing doh.. or many i juz wanna dance so i can feel drained of energy n den laugh at my tired out state.. ?? is that rite? dunno la..
after the concert.. met up wif the 2 girls again.. den jilyn came out.. we took some pictures.. but wp not here yet.. hah.. did ya noe we took photos? anyway the guys were waiting for wp n so when he came we left.. luke calli n me wanted to EAT coz we din EAT b4 the concert.. it was 11 plus n we were hungry.. hah.. went on a rather wasteful walk deciding wat to eat.. in the end went mac.. -.- after eating we managed to catch the last train home.. went wif the majority taking upwards to JE via woodlands.. heng n eugene went boonlay.. so bb!! ha..
den tok crap on the train all the way lo.. the lameness of 4i guys.. hah.. xinyuan was real tired doh.. he slept at the side without engaging wif us at all.. n oh.. nice haircut!! hahah..
tok tok tok until yew tee when luke n YI left.. CCK XY left.. den gombak ZX left.. so left wif 4 of us.. wp calli bk n me.. alight at je.. wp din wanna go home so we went to a closed hawker centre.. n sat at their tables.. talk more cock.. hah.. was talking about comics i guess.. we managed to talk from around 1 to 3 plus?? i think.. n we cld haf talked more... hah.. but we went home at 3 plus la.. wp came over to my place.. we walk from je to my house.. spent about 30 min ba.. or 45 min? not sure.. when i reach home my mom had alreadi woken up for the dae liao.. lol.. so anyway wp stayed til 7 playin xbox n he left too.. well we were like too tired to play anything anyway.. n the buses were alreadi on service again.. so bb!! gd nitezz!! lol..
oh btw the horoscope thingy is getting tiring n boring.. so mite not continue.. n there's still saturdae's pri sch frens birthdae bbq.. was rather fun too.. shall elaborate again later.. now sian liao again.. hah.. dun wanna write so much at once.. = p

Pilfer , 4:01 PM

ok lotsa things happened on fridae and saturdae.. n rite now im in no mood to blog that much about them.. so im gonna talk about them later..
juz a short entry.. im such a fool.. the past always coming to the present.. to distract me..
we've shared certain experiences.. i think.. i want u to stay in my mind.. ur such a simple girl.. n always so bz helping out wif the school or frens..
but i think im onli thinking this becoz of appearances.. sigh.. watever it is.. im always happy being wif u.. haha.. = p

Pilfer , 12:54 AM

Thursday, August 03, 2006

ok im beginning to wonder a little bit about who actually comes n goes thru here without leaving a slightest evidence of it..
anyway dun realli wanna say anything much about life so continuing on the horoscope stuff..

Mentally Arians are intellectual and objective, but can be in rare situations bigoted and extremist They are good champions of lost causes and last-ditch resistance. They are quick-witted but sometimes foolhardy and over optimistic, lacking thoroughness and the ability to evaluate difficulties in the undertakings into which they often rush impulsively.

yea!! intellectual!! i love that word! haha.. ok.. i dun wanna say that i m.. hah.. if i m that is.. = p but being good champions of lost causes.. thats realli quite crap.. but i do like to try solving lost causes.. coz it makes me feel gd about myself if i can solve it n it doesnt feel bad since its originally a lost cause.. hah... ooo im definitely not over optimistic.. mayb i used to b.. n circumstances forged me into a pessimistic being.. super pessimistic.. hah... so i think i seldom rush into things coz im like too lazy to take up anything volunterily.. hah..

Arian, do not be afraid to be forceful, for this is the very core of your nature

i muz b forceful! in fact.. its my nature.. i M forceful!! muahahha.. err.. m i realli? mayb this part doesnt suit me..

You like extremes. Physical, emotional and mental, and benefit profoundly by experiencing them; but if your extremism goes too far beyond social acceptability, then expect to be extremely lonely.

do i like extremes? i dun think i do.. or mayb i think too extremely.. but definitely.. i feel extremely LONELY!!! haha.. ok mayb i chose to b this way thru certain actions or speeches but hey.. that shldnt stop any1 who realli wants to b my fren rite.. hahah.. n yea i do benefit alot more when i actually experience stuff.. juz thinking about them helps.. but once i experience it.. wah enlightened to the skies.. hahah..

The Sun in this zodiac position gives your will free rein to express itself. You could be doing this in the form of some leadership role, or by forcing others to look at themselves in a new way. You can accomplish this by knowingly carrying out a deliberate act in the name of some cause that moves you. A negative effect of this sun sign is that you could sometimes unknowingly make it hard for others to relate to you, as you really are.

i dunno about leadership.. but i definitely deliberately do stuff to force others to look at me.. hahah.. attention seeker!! but the best thing about this part is.. it seems hard for others to relate to me as i realli m!! i dun realli understand y.. haha... but hey.. i think thats sooo true.. many pple tell me im pretty unpredictable.. but i feel that im so predictable that its ez to guess wat i'l do next lo.. mayb its juz me.. lol..

anyway thats all fer todae..

Pilfer , 7:33 PM

Wednesday, August 02, 2006

ok i shall continue.. hah..
the dark side traits of aries..
Selfish and quick tempered
impulsive and impatient
foolhardy and daredevil
ok i realised i din talk about those i put yesterdae as well.. hah.. so i was saying enthusiastic n energetic not being me.. but it seems like the dark side of me shows itself pretty often n obviously... hah. im selfish, quick tempered, impulsive impatient.. mayb daredevil too.. hahah..
dun realli wanna talk about the positive traits much since im not that positive a person.. haha..
so i tot it was funny how certain things fit me much but yet some r like direct opposite of me..
but im realli trying to b more patient nowadaes.. if anyone can notice.. hah..
anyway on wif aries..

In your personal relationships Arians are frank, direct and candid, and make enthusiastic and generous friends.There is, however, a negative side to your associations with other people. You can easily be irritated by slowness or moderation in your companions and, though yourselves sensitive, ride roughshod over the sensitivities of others

m i very direct, frank and candid? i find myself beating around the bush rather often.. but i can oso recall being direct.. especially when scolding pple.. hahah.. i make enthusiastic n generous frens??? my frens muz b hiding this fact of theirs.. coz i realli cant name anyone who defines that area.. hah.. so pple! b more generous n enthusiastic to me!! hah.. the negative side seems to always fit me.. hah... im realli easily irritated by slowness.. mayb moderation.. dunno about that.. in my frens.. hah.. n i M sensitive! hah.. while i ride over others' sensitivities.. hah..

It is preferable to be aware of your pioneering spirit and not disregard it. For in acknowledging it you not only enjoy life more, but you avoid being pushed around by others. Your nature is usually push or be pushed, with little middle ground. This can at times be objectionable to others, but you must have the freedom to act, rather then just thinking about it, getting pent-up in the process. At all costs you need to avoid negative emotions such as resentment, regret and self-pity, for they would deny you what is essential to your nature: straightforwardness.

hmm.. pioneering spirit.. is that y im in pioneer? lol.. then all arieses shld b in pioneer.. anyway i do try to avoid being pushed around by others i guess.. although some form of that still appeals to me coz i can b too lazy to move sometimes.. hah... oh.. im supposed to push others or b pushed eh.. i wonder if i push pple? i may not realize it myself.. hahah... ooo i cant juz think about stuff.. or i'l get pent-up wif lotsa negative emotions.. which im supposed to avoid.. sigh.. i've been doing that for like ever.. hah.. resentment, regret and self pity!! its realli the 3 things that i realli think about all the time! yea! it denies my straightforwardness!!! so thats my nature.. hmm.. hah..

theres more but guess i'l stop for todae..

Pilfer , 7:15 PM

Tuesday, August 01, 2006

saw this horoscope thingy off a fren's blog so tot its rather interesting.. hah.. its not her blog la.. she was juz bloggin about it n had this webby to go to.. so i had a look myself..

so the traditional traits of Aries:
Adventurous and energetic
pioneering and courageous
enthusiastic and confident
dynamic and quick witted

i think im far from energetic eh.. enthusiastic as well.. -.-
bah im feeling pissed by my game so no mood to blog now la.. faggot dudes dun drop their tails..

Pilfer , 7:09 PM