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Tuesday, August 15, 2006
i haf dreams at nite.. n some nitemares that arent realli in the least bit scary.. but yet i'd still wake up screaming.. i had 1 this year b4.. den lately had another one.. i realli juz let out a scream that translated into my body n i'd wake up.. den my sis wld wake up too.. coz im shouting at the top of my voice.. ha... oops eh.. anyway this time round i din realli scream.. i tried to but my voice was hoarse.. so nothing cld come out.. n i recall repeated attempts at screaming b4 i realli woke up.. ha.. anyway i've grown to feel that dreams are nothing.. it reflects nothing at all...
i hope to turn back the clock.. n i hope that i'd not make the same decisions n choices that i've made in this life.. some la at least.. i'd rather give up all the many positive points of coming to pjc n pursue something else.. that i'd feel that i've been doing all my life.. although upon entering jc i've seemed to haf changed.. mayb its pjc.. mayb i've juz grown up even more..
anyway i noe thats impossible.. so i'd juz hope As come faster.. so that it'd end faster n i can realli 4get about school for a long while..