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Friday, December 29, 2006
nv say i love u if u dun realli care..
ok its been a long while since i blogged.. or at least in my terms its been long.. ha.. i've got the simple yet powerful ability to make my life as plain as it cld possibly b.. so theres realli nothing worth writing down.. the new year is coming.. i wonder wat new things it'l bring along.. there has been flood n earthquakes going on around lately.. mayb the new year wld b our last.. ha.. thats real ridiculous but oh wells.. Saturday, December 23, 2006
ok juz a small note.. the game shall b settled n named as egyptian russle.. hah.. it can go on for hours.. longest record was 3 hrs i think.. hah...
Friday, December 22, 2006
its been quite a while since i blogged.. mainly coz evrytime i try to come to blogger.. the damn webby wun load.. n so i dragged on til now.. which reminds me of noting down wats the reason to blog.. to act as a diary dictating the events of my life? its quite a wonder if thats the reason since i've nv been to the archives n read wat i've written like a month past or more.. Friday, December 15, 2006
yesterdae was server maintenence n todae the virus scanner had to activate.. i juz cant seem to play in peace... Wednesday, December 13, 2006
ok its been a while since i blogged.. mainly coz i dun blog on wkends n the 2 daes ago i din blog.. hah.. Friday, December 08, 2006
went sushi todae.. suki sushi.. kinda has its own gd stuff compared to sakae.. but i guess they shldnt b compared.. they're after all different shops.. but zx heng bk n xyuan together still makes me laugh like crazy.. funny bunch they r.. hah...
br is the first person i noe to enlist first.. although this period of time wld probably juz b for u to strengthen up.. hope u can tahan ya? hahah.. n then bring me gd stories when we meet again.. Thursday, December 07, 2006
i still got no idea when sam is coming back.. br is going in tmr.. hope u can enjoy urselves inside.. hah.. i juz hope there's gonna b soccer.. haha.. Wednesday, December 06, 2006
i may not haf the facts rite.. so dun take whatever i say as the absolute truth.. hah.. Monday, December 04, 2006
i seem to haf gotten the nocturnal habit.. or mayb juz that i still cant slp easily at nite.. but this wkend has been quite different from the wkdaes.. i slp late past 12 n wake up around 12.. usually i try to slp at 12 n wake up at 8.. mayb coz evryone's at home during wkends n it realli changes my mindset of waking up.. Friday, December 01, 2006
juz realised its december.. n i din write a single detail about yesterdae this morning.. muz haf been realli tired.. din even realise..
im here blogging in the morning again.. this week has been rather bz for me.. haha.. its the 2nd nite that i spent outside alreadi.. n both nites ended up not slping for me n then reaching home juz after evryone leaves n then i blog after bathing.. haha..
nv talk abt feelings if they arent realli there..
nv hold my hand, if ur gonna break my heart..
nv say ur going to, if ur nv gonna start
nv look into my eyes, if all u do is lie..
nv say hello, if u realli mean goodbye..
if u realli mean forever, then say that u will try..
nv say forever, coz forever makes me cry
they say holding on makes u stronger, but letting go takes all my strength..
its true that we dun noe wat we've got until we lose it.. but its also true that we dun noe wat we've been missing until it arrives..
dun settle wif the one u can live wif.. wait for the one u cant live without...
if i cld reach up n hold a star evrytime u've made me smile, the entire evening sky wld b in the palm of my hand..
we always belive our first love is our last, and our last love our first..
some pple think that its holding on that makes one strong.. sometimes its letting go..
we come to love not by finding a perfect person but by learning to see an imperfect person perfectly..
the love is immeasurable.. but oso immeasurable is the love left behind..
prosperity makes frens.. adversity tries them..
if i m not allowed to fall in love again.. it is ok wif me.. becoz i had the chance to fall in love wif u..
lolx.. typing those stuff out.. makes me laugh... some of them anyway.. but i realise that they've somewhat feminine tots.. or at least so i feel.. well.. i did steal them from a female fren.. ha.. oh wells.. guess thats that..
i wonder if insanity realli is able to strike someone juz like that.. or is that someone alreadi on the brink of insanity n yet no one realises or does anything to bring him back? i truly doubt that my dear fren is out of his mind.. but i think i shld give them the trust they deserve..
was finally packing my stuff n throwing things away yesterdae.. things that date back to sec 3.. kinda long ago.. but the books n stuff realli bring back some wonderful memories... read my report book n realised that ms koh then.. now mdm koh.. ha.. commented that i was a mature n polite boy.. lolx.. i dunno abt maturity but i think i rmb trying to act like that talking to her in class n out of...... but thats nt realli important..
i found an exercise book that i used thru sec 1 to 4.. its called 'my book' if anyone actually rmbs it.. i used it for some other purposes in sec 1 n 2 but i onli used like 4 or 5 pages? thats y i used it as scrap for upper sec.. which in turn i onli used like another 10 or so pages.. which leaves abt 70 80 pages unused.. ha.. but i found some of my usual doodles in it.. n its realli wonderful how the doodles then seem like interesting notes for me todae.. n i oso found some quotes that i 'stole' from my fren.. its mostly quotes abt love.. n i think its real funny.. or mushy? either way i tot i'd juz write it down here.. i wld haf presented my little scribblings too but they're in chinese n i dun wanna translate or find a way to present chinese characters here so i'd juz store them in the com.. in case my book gets lost thru time...
n then i realise that the quotes r rather lengthy.. n so i shall do it in another entry directly after this..
anyway i'l juz talk about the chalet i juz came back from.. 4inferno is still a more lively class i guess.. mainly coz of a few pple.. or mayb juz one heng.. lolx.. but still we r still at least on the same level of wu li tou.... anyway i still like the pple from 4i best i guess.... if i had to say.. i'd think that i'm onli looking at my jc frens for anything onli coz they r the most recent pple in my lives.. if otherwise i'd say they probably wld b forgotten by me.. hah.. not that im such a cruel person or anything..
so the chalet started wif me n calli bringing stuff from my place de sheng siong over to je to wait for more helpers.. ha.. ended up wif luke xyuan me n calli onli bringing watever we bought over... but i think calli realli did quite a gd job organizing the chalet... a pity the girls had quite a few who cldnt make it or didnt make it.. ha..
overall, the chalet probably revolved around the xbox.. ha.. its rather seldom to b able to play 4 player xbox games so i guess its rather fun for evryone... except those who arent playing la... hah..
but apart from the xbox.. luke introduced a very addictive card game to us.. something called egyptian rascal or something.. ha... its a fun game of smacking the cards b4 the others do... or in other words.. smack others hands or get smacked by others.. ha... its a rather simple game but its realli addictive.. not to mention that it can go on forever.. lolx.. but its a realli interesting game which i think fits the atmosphere there n den.. i think it'd not b as fun elsewhere b it time n space..
anyway callison had prepared 2 forfeit items to b used for the games we cld play.. a lipstick to draw on the faces of the losers n pegs to clip the loser.. hah.. i din play the one wif the lipstick.. but the 4 who did seemed to enjoy it.. hahahah... but i played the pegs one n the damn pegs r the small kind n its pain like bloody hell!! ha... n callison din play it.. shld haf clipped him for him to try... ha...
n after the pegs game.. we decided not to torture ourselves anymore.. n proceeded to playing ostrapig... hah.. ostracize the pig.. damn sian.. i think both games i got to level 4.. lolx.. keep talking to the damn pig.. ha....
i sang a little bit...... n luckily i got 2 positive comments.. hahahah.. 1 from jilyn indirectly n 1 from eugene.. ha.. n of coz xinyu oso shows much appreciation by humming n singing along.. but i dunno y i was running short of breathe.. lolx.. n i wasnt realli on form.. lolx.. but at least i wasnt asked to stop.. YAY!! like heng wld say.. YA MUN!!!
n this time at downtown east i managed to not go out of the chalet area even once.. so no nid to rechop or pay entry again... hah.. although the pple who went in n out oso din la.. ha..
the onli thing that i din like about this time was something that i did to myself.. lolx.. i actually fell aslp on the last dae around 6 in the morning? or somewhere there la... n we were checking out in the morning.. i fell so dead sleeping that i cldnt wake up even when i was called to wake up.. hah.. sianzx lo.. i din get to say bye to luke n the girls.. mainly sianz coz of the girls absence when i woke up ba.. lolx.. although they were still having breakfast at mac... we the guys ended up having breakfast at the food court b4 leaving... the mrt journey seemed rather fast.. wonder y.. hah...
thats abt it on how i m recalling the entire event.. i probably left out some stuff that i forgot or something but i'd juz add them on or mayb not depending on my mood ba.. ha.. all in all... kudos to callison... i enjoyed the chalet alot.. thx for organizing it.. = D
todae the new tv's supposed to b coming.. theres probably gonna b alot of shifting to do...
talk about yesterdae.. went kbox wif ph, lyun, sam, gl, yr, kw, aaron, zyuan... den went dinner wif wjun, zm, llian, zying added on.. yr left though.. nothing much to say abt it overall.. juz that im still putting on a front? hahah.. hecks..
kinda looking forward to chalet again.. since it wasnt that great the last one.. hope this one is gonna b better...
i love jing ru.. very much too.. is it hard to believe? i guess it is.. hah.. coz even i dun think so sometimes... coz its rather tiring to love.. in my opinion that is..
at least now the scan completed so i can resume my game.. ha.. wonder if there's gonna b iceskating or sumthing..
anyway haf been pko ing alot lately.. quite a lively game i guess...
i din blog on mondae coz my sis went out late n was using the com the whole morning.. my favourite time of the dae gone.. so the next dae i had to enjoy the most of it by playing games n so din blog as well.. ha..
rite.. n mondae xyuan n zx came over to play xbox.. xy brought a ctrler over so we cld play 3p.. although i onli haf 2 games wif 3p currently.. street 2 n kungfu chaos.... still.. 3p is more interesting than 2p.. i guess...
n i suddenly rmbed again.. that i've completely forgotten abt how badly i haf done for my A levels... im realli enjoying the most of it b4 the results appear siax..
dun think i'l dwell too long here so Au re'voir..
oh n sam's back.. juz todae i suppose...
anyway after sushi went arcade awhile.. din play anything at all there.. ha.. juz watched.. zx too.. he was totally getting bored.. hah.. den after that wp n bk left.. the 4 of us sorta decided.. to watch a movie.. so ended up watching deja vu...
its a movie about a trip back in time to change sorta the ending of things.. kinda like wat i've been looking into lately.. haha.. wif chrono cross n all.. which reminds me.. i completed CC yesterdae.. kinda rushed but i guess i din wanna stick to disc 2 too long.. den i can play new game + but im kinda stuck to pko for the while.. haha..
SPOILER ALERT!!!! hahah... anyway according to deja vu's explanation.. a different timeline or dimension will b created when something in the past changes.. so the movie makes the person who went back die in the end.. so that settles the 2 same person in 1 time zone problem.. thereby deleting entirely the original timeline.. but there's still some complications.. hah.. but i feel i shldnt bother going into it.. it'l all end up to the fact that time travelling is impossible.. as einstein had once proven..
anyway to noe more about different dimensions n timelines.. i guess chrono cross has the most of such stuff.. hah.. or at least the explanations related to it n C trigger..
heng asked me if i'd wanna go back.. i asked him how he meant it.. i guess he din realli think abt it.. i've tot of it quite a bit.. so i told him spiritually or as a entire person.. he immediately mentioned spiritually.. which is probably wat most pple wld want.. to experience wat they've gone thru b4 again.. except wif the knowledge of going thru it to affect the decisions that u will make at that point of time.. well i guess i'd want that too..
anyways off to dota fer the time being.. hah..
din dota last nite but played pirate king online.. hah.. cldnt play it coz the words din wanna come out.. i knew it was probably a problem that shld haf been addressed alreadi.. since i doubt i'd b the onli suay jiao (unlucky bird) to tio this kinda problem.. but i cldnt find it on the forum.. thx to wp for finding it.. haa.. den my bro help me to solve it..
my brother has juz bought a 32" or 37" lcd tv.. its not brought home yet.. but its a done deal.. so now the old tv has to move.. there was suggestion to move it to my room.. but as i share it wif my sis.. she doesnt want it.. thats the problem wif room sharing.. ha.. oh well.. i wonder if there's even a choice.. given the limited spaces in my house.. mayb put it in the toilet or sumthing.. ha..
gonna haf sushi later!! haha.. long time nv go le.. shall enjoy myself.. gorge meself wif food..
it was my return to dota yesterdae after a month or so.. it was a rather enjoyable 3 games.. kinda like how i'd haf played in lordaeron bnet.. first game wif 2 frens.. 2nd wif 3 n 3rd wif 4...
i cld juz mess around doing whatever i wanted.. while the whole game was covered by my frens.. hah.. so i din realli nid to do much.. which is gd.. ha.. juz like when i was in clan mut.. speaking of which.. i heard it had been disbanded lately.. due to the fact that our chieftain had not logged in for too long.. haha.. thats probably 1 reason y i din go back to that server to play.. most of them had gone to play WoW..my elder sister's boyfren plays dota too.. n i guess i can say hes gd.. he said he'd b coming over to the europe bnet server to play wif me.. hah.. if thats true.. then i'd truly b able to mess around more.. lolx.. although i guess hes temper n playing antics r rather peculiar.. but still a formidable ally..
i've not been playin chrono trigger for awhile now.. coz mainly it realli isnt that much fun a game.. im trying to complete chrono cross ASAP coz the disc 2 is faulty n haf to use disc 1 to start n den insert disc 2 after loading my game.. kinda troublesome so i wanna finish it first n play new game+.. currently i've alreadi played 40 hrs.. which is quite normal for me playing an rpg game.. but i guess to some pple they probably think its too much..
it had been raining rather heavily when i woke up.. kinda make me wanna not wake up juz for the sake of sleeping thru the downpour.. but i guess i shldnt waste that sorta time.. although i dun realli haf anything constructive to do.. i dun feel like using too much time on sleep anymore..
nothing much to blog about lately.. so shant blog juz for the sake of bloggin..
most of the time.. its easier for someone to forget something he said than for someone to forget something he heard u say.. coz i guess u probably din mean it.. or u juz chose to forget abt it..
mayb i'l add some chrono cross quotes here soon.. kinda difficult given the divergences..
anyways i feel kinda bad that i've almost completely forgotten that sam has went to taiwan.. until wj reminded me yesterdae.. i muz b a bad fren.. hah..
im still looking for tales of destiny..
n i've decided to link up a few more pple here.. hope ya's dun mind..
oh n im collecting photos from grad nite from pple.. NOT becoz of any certain individual that almost evryone thinks.. n although im not realli trying to create an album or anything like that.. i juz wanna do so.. coz i din bring a camera n if i did i'd probably haf had more than that.. i think..
br's going in soon.. wonder if we shld go out one last time b4 that...
i wonder if i stayed online til lates this wkend coz it was a wkend or coz i was waiting for pple to come online to get photos from... but i guess i usually end up talking wif different 1 persons..
todae seems to b many pples first working daes.. happy working.. hah..
the host was realli rather impt for the entire event i guess.. it was a gd choice i suppose.. or shld i say hes a very experienced man.. anyway went kbox after the dinner..
i still cant realli control my singing properly.. managed to enter a sorta trance for a few songs that was rather better than averagely done.. but b4 n after that.. i cldnt realli find the rite key to sing in.. a key that i had all the notes uncovered in..
i forgot if i noted the deathdate of my pet chicken.. so im putting it down again.. 21st nov 06..
anyway after kbox.. it was 3 am.. we loitered around b4 ending up waiting for morning.. i din slp coz im most paranoid in these areas.. i dun trust safety being for granted.. so i cant haf evryone slping at the same time.. n its me to stay on guard coz im most probably the onli one who can stay awake by myself thru the nite.. n i dun think anyone else wld feel that it was necessary.. but the chalet has kinda proven that whilst evryone has fun.. thefts n such will happen...
anyways hitched the ride of wenjun's dad wif br n serene.. b4 heading home this morning.. kinda interesting how when i reached my block.. i saw my dad's car.. but dad n sis took the elevator down whilst i took the other elevator up.. we din meet at all.. they wldnt noe wat time i got home... n i tot bro wld b home but realised that fridaes he leaves for work way earlier.. so i got home alone at the earliest time possible i guess..
had crab for dinner tonite.. it was nice i guess.. but i cut my thumb wif the crab shell... how foolish..
anyway kbox was interesting in the way that i onli pressed 4 songs n onli got 2 of these.. the rest were done by wenjun.. who coincidentally chose lee hom's songs.. which is probably y u said that i seem to noe evry song.. lolx..
anyway grad nite was rather boring i guess.. there was the absolutely meaningless powerpoint slide that i predicted.. hah.. n then i realised that looking anywhere different from the original self does not realli do much at all.. it was probably a waste of money to haf gotten new clothes.. i guess br was rite.. ha..
i feel so meaningless.. its like evryone juz prances past me without noting my existence.. when nobody believes in ur existence den can one still exist? nothing i do seems to do any gd.. so i've prepared to cease all initiative actions from now on or mayb juz for the while..
i wanted to change my url but i tried once n cldnt.. found it troublesome n so wun b doing so...
i've been reading quite abit on chrono cross n i realise that chrono trigger is actually quite important to understand more of chrono cross.. so im starting to consider playing chrono trigger again..
anyways with grad nite out of the way.. its time to face reality.. to start wat i deem as a meaningless life........