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Monday, July 16, 2007
i've been making many things complicated for myself.. or actually im making things up from nothing n then complicating them.. ha.. it all seemed to happen when i was watching harry potter on saturdae nite wif wp n his bro.. ha.. towards the mayb last 15 or 20 minutes? i suddenly had a tot flow thru myself.. dunno y.. i felt as if i've lost the ability to love.. lolx.. wats left of me is onli lust n no more love.. haha.. weird or mayb not.. it juz suddenly came to me during the show..
i seem to recall thinking that it was impossible for me to loveless.. since i haf always been rather 'full' of love? haha... but of coz i continued pushing all the love out of myself thruout the end of jc until now i suppose? n den now i feel rather frightened that its realli happened.. haha.. or mayb its juz my imagination.. thats y i said that i've made up something out of nothing n den complicated it for myself.. hah...
i'l try to change..