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Wednesday, July 11, 2007
ok i dun usually blog at nite n during wkdaes but i wanna say that im truly pleasantly surprised by angie's sudden drop in.. ha.. its something that i'd totally unexpected..
anyway read a few of her entries.. not realli interested in the other owner.. ha.. = p
she mentioned her little encounter again probably mainly coz she met her on the streets again recently.. i often wonder wat its like to b insane.. or mayb not that sane.. ha.. even when i heard that ET had this problems i doubted it at first.. i cant realli imagine being out of control of one's own mind.. so its quite impossible for me to comprehend.. ha.. n so i guess i dun haf any real solutions for her problem.. besides physically protecting her if nid be of coz.. ha.. but its even a mystery if we will ever meet again anyway..
den she mentioned abt amnesia.. lost of memories.. on and off thru my life.. mayb in the last 7 to 8 years? i haf realli hoped that i was struck wif amnesia.. to forget evryone n evrything.. mayb becoz i wasnt lucky wif love? or mayb coz i wasnt doing well in school.. watever the reason, i've always tot that it was realli the biggest solution of evry real problem.. not monetary problems definitely though.. coz to suicide wld mean the end of life.. that may b the end of all problems i will nv noe.. but if u can forget evrything, thats a new start to life.. mayb the problems wld still b there.. i dunno.. but i noe that the sad things, the frightening things will all go away.. mayb happy memories will b gone too... but its much easier to create these happiness rather than erasing the sad ones.. so i've always held a positive outlook to memory loss.. ha..
but alas i've always been healthy wif regards to big illnesses.. so i dun get a piece of the cake in this aspect.. ha..
anyway i left some comments on the blog in english.. not becoz i prefer to express myself in english or that i dun like chinese or feel that my chinese sucks.. its juz that typing in english on the computer is much easier n faster.. plus i was lazy to change modes.. ha.. so i juz continue typing in english lo...
i think i haf 94 or 93 weeks more to ORD... Cheerios man.. ha..