How many more years to go...

Monday, September 24, 2007

man u won chelsea 2-0 yesterdae.. seems like chelsea is going to b under renovation for the time being liaox.. ha.. we'l c if the ex league champions won coz of the money spent on buying players or was it the manager that led them to victory.. anyway seeing how some chelsea fans still want mourinho to come back.. i wonder if they'd still support him if he managed another club n met chelsea at stamford bridge... ha..
went swimming wif me bro yesterdae.. wanted to go je's pool though.. coz im not realli a swimmer.. juz wanted to enjoy myself in water.. ha.. but since he wanted to swim at clementi so we went clementi lo.. swam 2 laps to n fro n 1 time to the half way point n back.. haa.. i not realli a gd swimmer.. the to n fro is not continuous la.. not even the to nor the fro was continuous in itself.. hah..
5 months of NS now.. 19 more months to go..

Pilfer , 7:49 AM

Saturday, September 22, 2007

been feeling rather down lately.. seemed to haf hit a low patch on my emotional point of view. i believe i mentioned b4 that i've been thinking of getting carlsberg to drink.. but y wld i want to drink an expensive n probably even quite hard to get used to flavour kinda drink? probably becoz being sad wld make me wanna drink beer.. or mayb drinking beer seems to heal or numb my sadness? or drinking beer is related to sadness in some way.. watever it is.. i think i've circled back to the part where i feel lonely? haha.. actually i dun realli feel lonely now.. whether i haf a girlfren or not i realise that its not realli a problem.. since its realli quite meaningless to think about life n stuff like that.. coz everyone's point of view abt life is different.. i've tot abt if i turned out to b impotent or happen to become impotent due to some accident or something.. den wld i still want to haf a girlfren n get married n stuff like that? pple say that if u cant conceive then u can juz adopt a child.. which is wat angie has done rite.. but i wun say its gd or bad.. but to me.. i think if u told me that.. i'd say y do i want to burden myself wif wat wld seem to b the world's largest burden in terms of monetary burdens? taking care of a child that has obviously no relation to me watsoever? juz so that i can forge up a family bond wif this stranger?
n so comes back to wat i had tot abt juz now.. having no reason to b sad is different from having a reason to b sad n choosing to look on the bright side or not to think abt it.. pple always told me not to dwell on things that wldnt help or wldnt blossom out to anything at all.. but the thing is it remains there for me to chance upon it one dae.. as long as it is unresolved, it will always haunt me somedae... which again leads to wat one's life is all about.. mayb to many pple they haf aims n goals in life.. n fulfilling them is their life.. but to me, my real aim is there basically for me to b able to feed myself properly in future.. or mayb even to feed others besides me.. pple like my parents, or my own family one dae.. so if (touch wood) my parents r not there anymore, i cannot conceive children, then wat wld my life b? pple wld tell me to find other goals in life.. to make use of my time to help other pple.. but if my mentality was as such, i'd rather want to think that everyone else tot the same way as me.. i'd mayb even influence other pple to think like me.. n if they did, then y wld they want or nid my help? the pple whom i cld probably lend a hand to help wld realli possibly b pple who r like me or even less fortunate than me..
honestly i belive that im alreadi very fortunate.. alot more than many pple in this world.. so wats the point in existing in this world of time? mayb in another world or another galaxy, their world wasnt run by time.. but by other factors that we wld nv b able to imagine of..

Pilfer , 10:47 PM

Thursday, September 20, 2007

Pretty much nothing special recently.. except that my mom's birthdae juz passed..
have decided to go jing ru's dec concert.. alreadi bought the tickets so confirm will b going now.. ha..
heard abt it the other dae on the radio n tot mayb i cld go.. n on the same dae wp called me to ask if i wanted to go.. so mite as well go lo.. ha.. bought the 160 dollar ticket.. 158 plus 2 dollar reg price i think..
anyway watched finish the serial ai qing quan bao.. or 'love guaranteed' in english.. ha.. dunno why but it kinda touched me.. ha.. made me wanna cry... of coz i din realli cry la.. haha.. but dunno y i think the father going missing n the helplessness of the children.. especially ken's, made me feel the same way that he was feeling n i realli tot it was quite a sad emotion.. ha..
been feeling like drinking carlsberg recently.. i like carlsberg most for beers i think.. but i havent drank any for quite a while.. i suppose my jc frens wld think that i drink it alot.. haha.. it was an image i portrayed myself to b but it was quickly forgotten by me n so i always feel surprised when they say i drink alot.. hah..
bro suggested share buying ps3 together by christmas yesterdae.. i guess its feasible for me ba.. wonder if hes serious.. ha.. oh wells...

Pilfer , 9:08 AM

Thursday, September 13, 2007

hmm.. its been 10 days since i last blogged... it probably wun seem too long to other bloggers.. but to me its been quite long since i blogged... i've not blogged not realli becoz of lack of time but more of lack of motivation to write.. coz i dun realli haf much to blog about.. n i dun realli c the point at the moment.. ha.. sure.. reading past entries is interesting but its not realli the most appealing thing to me n it will sure take alot of time.. ha.. well juz a bit of the events that happened... my bro met wif a car accident last week.. nothing realli serious.. had a few scratches here and there.. n bumped his head.. although hes juz a passenger.. but out of the 4 pple who were on the car, he was hurt the most seriously, losing consciousness after the bump as well... he had a 1 week mc n is back to work alreadi.. so i guess hes alreadi recovered wif nothing too serious.. ha.. bought a new com for 799.. i think i nv mentioned here that my old com was faulty n cldnt play any games.. ha.. so bought another com last week coz it was going quite cheap.. but turned out that the com's graphics card isnt gd? or mayb its the windows vista? games can play la but abit lag n rough.. not very smooth.. well i guess its better than nothing n the price was ok for it? lets hope my bro can find out wats the main thing affecting the roughness n stuff ba.. but 1 thing for sure is that my bro dun like the com.. ha.. i took out an old album of mine to listen yesterdae.. leo ku's album.. i listened to that album when i was in primary school.. pri 4 or 3 i think... n i quite like it.. ha.. if i can type chinese i'd probably talk abt it in the chinese department.. rite now i cant type chinese so the CD is confirm to b on hold for the time being ba.. oh wells.. i guess i'l stop here for now.. toodle pips! = p

Pilfer , 10:25 PM

Monday, September 03, 2007

chelsea lost yesterdae!! haha.. lost 2 nil to aston villa.. watched the 2nd half of it which contained both goals.. haha.. finally saw one match that i felt happy watching it this season.. otherwise the matches were all quite cocked up this season..but too bad for samuel spurs actually drew 3 3 wif fulham.. ha..
anyway watched hairspray todae wif wp... its a very musical movie.. ha.. full of song n dance.. quite a happy show i suppose... i muz say that music n dance certainly can affect a person's mood n feeling.. i wonder if i'l ever let myself loose to fully groove to the beat of the music.. ha.. i'm too locked up by myself to ever do that i guess..

Pilfer , 4:55 PM