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Saturday, December 08, 2007
its been a week since i blogged about school rumble.. i had so much feelings n tots about it n i tot i'd definitely b able to talk non stop abt it.. especially since i onli read til volume 7 of it on the online manga website n i havent even entered the introduction of individual characters from my point of view.. but in the end i spent 1 week without coming here n i'd not haf come here if not becoz i dun want to deplete my comics too soon.. i bought 18 books of school rumble last sundae at one go.. n im alreadi at 14.. or shld i juz say im at 14 now.. 4 more books to go b4 i hit the cliff.. im afraid of reaching the bottlecap n so i refuse to read non stop.. but yet at the same time i feel like i want to noe wats happening next.. n oso i may feel that i'd juz stop here.. its quite predictable how the story seems to b flowing.. not the events but the main stream of it i suppose.. since its supposed to b a school comedy romance sorta thing? i noe that harima wld probably nv fall in love wif eri... but i wld want that to happen.. the kinda girl that eri is.. she realli deserves to haf a person whom she loves to love her wholeheartedly.. or at least thats my feelings for her..
i've tot about drawing a My School Rumble series.. or so called.. by adding myself into the class n den from there develop the actual story with me in it as well.. n i'd haf tot about how my character wld b like.. i'd probably want my character to love eri.. n since its supposed to b self gratifying.. i'd want eri to love me in return as well.. but realli.. reading the story to 14th todae.. i'd feel that if i maintained the mainstream story for my own story n come this far wif evryone's feelings unchanged to one another.. meaning that eri wld still b in love wif harima becoz of certain events n misunderstandings n stuff.. i'd choose to talk to harima n tell him that eri realli realli loves her n i'd want him to treat eri nicely.. i dunno y i'd want that to happen.. it'd probably mean that i'd b alone.. but i juz wanted eri to get wat i feel that she deserves or mayb i want her to b happy? or mayb its juz coz its a fiction n i'd juz act all noble n stuff.. but thats juz wat i tot when i read it this morning.. after all.. harima oso did something similar at tenma's birthdae by saying that the flowers were from karasuma when they were actually from him.. if he cld do it.. i'd b realli lousy if i din.. is that supposed to b how it is?
but anyway all the talk about doing up a comic myself wears n holds me down.. its realli difficult to even imagine drawing so many frames n pictures of pple in them n they muz all look pretty nice.. i'd probably take at least 3 to 5 hours juz doing up one page.. thats not the kind of time i'd usually spend to do on something.. much less its juz an estimate.. wif my drawing capabilities it mite take up to daes to fill up a page that i'd feel is good enuff..
also its the end of the year.. so i was inspired to make a calender of next year myself n adding the school rumble characters n stuff into them.. it'd probably b called piracy if i made it into a sorta school rumble item but i guess it shld b ok if i onli kept it for myself.. this wld b a simpler project than making my own comic but its still a blank to me n i wonder if i'd realli ever start on it..
i wrote the last entry when i read til volume 7.. at that time i was still pretty torn between yakumo n eri.. bcoz i realli loved both of them very much.. n it was peculiarly coincidental that both of them liked harima.. although harima din like them in that manner but still always unwittingly do things that attracted them or similar likeness.. but upon reading it to 14th now.. i can confirm myself that i realli juz like eri.. shes such an amazing girl.. but i realli feel that there's no way for a 3rd party in the point of another guy to steal eri's heart away at this point becoz the things that she n harima have been thru together although unwillingly or mayb even unknowingly.. haf made eri feel so much about harima that even if i draw myself into the comic n forcefully make eri fall in love wif me.. it'd feel so weird n out of place that i'd tear the drawings up even if i spent a whole month doing them up.. i cannot imagine entering forcefully now.. i can onli imagine being harima to protect her.. but yet at the same time i noe strongly that harima wld nv do such a thing n thats the thing that makes me feel that eri nids someone to protect her.. currently at the end of volume 14th she still mistakes that harima likes her.. n she mistakes that harima alreadi noes that.. so i wonder when she finally realises its all juz a misunderstanding.. im realli afraid that she'd b dealt such a heavy blow.. its the kind of thing that i can imagine.. to b hit by something so tragic rite in the face.. i wonder if i'd b able to handle it too.. from the peak of happiness falling into the depths of darkness.. i tink it'd b a paradise to juz continue falling n falling n falling.. without ever reaching the ground.. that wld b the little thing that wld b comforting for losing wat wld haf been a perfect or happy ending..
school rumble makes me feel like wanting to b a student all over again.. becoz its realli carefree life.. but yet i remember clearly that i'd said b4 ' many grown ups always say that the daes of being a student is the best time of their lives.. but for me i'd definitely not say such things..' i noe y i'd want to b a student again coz its a time when one cld juz chase after the dream called 'love' n get hurt or get the dreams fulfilled without caring much about the world or anything within it.. but i oso noe y i'd said that i wldnt look back n say studying life is the best.. its coz of monetary reasons.. being a student is realli very restricted in that sense.. n also the parents restrictions oso come into play.. but for the comic itself its different.. which is y i'd want to get into that kinda world..
firstly it seems that most of the students does not nid to please their parents or to tell them anything or ask for their permission n stuff.. tsukamoto, harima, tanako, hanai, even eri.. eri onli has a butler in her house that wld probably b in any real form of contact wif her n her school life.. whereas for mikoto.. although she has parents who come into play in the story.. but its onli when they're doing up some party or celebration at her house that they appear.. otherwise they nv participate at all.. although this is probably to simplify the story.. but it realli makes school life become so much more interesting.. all the energy they haf can b spent in school.. n they cld invite anyone to their homes for a gathering or something.. it cld take effect in viewing how harima cld stay over at tsukamoto's place although it seems like tenma doesnt haf any parents but onli her sister yakumo.. n then harima stays over at mikoto's at the same time eri was there as well la.. n he stayed in the factory la.. but having a factory beside or shld i say attached the their house building? the infrastructure of their neighbourhood again plays a significant role in making a superb place for me to want to enter into their world.. evryone lives so near one another that walking around wld get u to almost anyone's home.. not to mention that their homes are like 2 storeyed.. ha.. mayb its juz coz im living in singapore that i nv experienced that kinda stuff n i want to experience it.. i've nv wanted to travel much b4.. but mayb growing up wld change that.. reading shool rumble makes me want to go to japan n c the maples in autumn.. the chilling winds but yet the warm souls in winter.. n many more.. but experiencing them as a student wld probably b the best eh.. as a high school student..
n also into the monetary limitations of a student.. the students of the story cld easily find work in shops n stores in their neighbourhood where their classmates cld juz go waltzing by evrydae n c u hard at work.. this oso means that even when ur working u cld get together wif ur classmates.. not to mention that since they dun nid to spend time wif their parents it wld mean that working is realli directly for earning money which cld b spent almost immediately without worry.. mayb these 2 points dun link but i juz think that its such a wonderful world the story has carved out.. although of coz its probably not the first comic to carve out such an environment.. or mayb japan IS indeed like that.. but its realli a nice thing in my opinion..
the onli thing that i attracts me to japan that doesnt haf much to do wif this comic is that there r trains there.. i haf nv been on a train besides the MRT n the LRT which probably doesnt realli count.. the T in those 2 stands for transit anyway.. i want to experience taking a train whereby the little rooms or corners where u sit r like.. how do u describe it? 2 seats facing each other? so its like 2 pple facing 2 pple.. n the rooms n privatized.. not such an extent of having it to urself n no one can c u inside.. but juz that if u occupied it.. its urs regardless of whether u took up all 4 spaces.. n taking such a train wif ur frens wld mean u cld talk all u want or play together on the train.. its such a wonderful experience in my imagination but i wonder if its true.. also if takign it alone.. the trains movement wld b so beautiful n juz looking out of the window wld set me to think about all sorts of things in my life.. mayb these 2 dun link to most pple.. but it realli seems like it wld b a gd place n ambience to think about all sorts of things.. while scenaries zoom past.. u can think about the past, the future etc..
anyway i dun feel like introducing the characters still so i'd juz leave it to next time again.. n i'd stop for now.. too..