How many more years to go...

Sunday, March 30, 2008

the things that i think about when im feeling down n the things that i think about when im feeling normal, it seems that it changes very drastically.. i still rmb yesterdae when i reached home n tot about wat i cld haf blogged about.. i had at least 4 to 5 things to blog about n i believe at least 2 of these cld haf earned itself an exclusive entry on its own.. hahah.. but now i dun feel like blogging about anything of it at all.. ha..
oh wells guess i'l juz blog abt event wise things.. went sing song yesterdae nite wif the usual.. ha.. but when we reached chevrons we realised that it was booming wif pple n no rooms were available.. so after some time or shld i say after our dinner, we decided to wait for a room inside the hall where we cld still sing but onli once or twice in a blue moon.. ha.. coz its an open area n one wld haf to wait for one whole round b4 the table gets their song again.. although i tot i'd juz try the most simple song that i haf the most confidence wif, i ended singing only one song which wasnt that particular song.. hah.. luckily i managed to pull it off nicely n din make a fool of myself... ha.. but i guess that was nice for a first time in front of a crowd..
i realise that i seem to kill my own voice very quickly.. dunno is becoz of how i sing or becoz i nv train my voice or something.. but i felt that my voice tore off even in one song itself..
i guess i shld remind myself next time.. to write down wat i felt like blogging when i had the tots in my mind.. haha.. coz the onli reason y i din blog about it last nite after reaching home was coz the com is in my bro's room n he was asleep alreadi.. now i haf no feel to blog so i guess wat cld haf been an Exciting! post wld end up boring again.. haha...

Pilfer , 11:58 AM

Wednesday, March 19, 2008

im a very mood dependant person.. the way i treat pple, the way i think, the way i speak, my temper and my patience, it all varies quite extremely depending on my mood. its kinda like schizophrenia in my opinion.. but i guess i dun realli noe much about that to say anything about it.. ha..
but i guess i enjoy drawing.. although i cant draw from images in my mind, i guess im training my copying skills.. hah.. drawing a comic character onto paper whilst having the picture in front of me. thats wat i've been enjoying myself wif lately.. i wonder if i'l b able to draw REAL things. even if i look at real things, i cant realli figure out how to draw them.. its way easier juz following the lines to form a picture when i juz draw from a comic character.

Pilfer , 10:50 PM

Sunday, March 09, 2008

its been a while since i blogged.. n its probably been an even longer while since i had dreams worthy of note.. but yesterdae i had quite a number of dreams.. i dun realli noe why wld it be yesterdae since nothing special realli happened n i believe the dreams din haf anything to do wif wat i've been going thru lately or wat i've been thinking about lately.. i think..
but it wasnt all sweet dreams.. i rmb one short one pretty well n it was a nitemare to me.. hah.. luckily it was a short one.. but it had me trembling for a while.. hah..
n then there was a few nice dreams but i onli rmb the one that probably lasted the longest.. it was a rather weird dream but i suppose its got the closest relation to wat i've been thinking about lately ba.. although not entirely or majoritively.. hah.. if theres such a word.. = p
anyway coz it was rather lengthy, i onli rmb the general idea of that dream n not realli the entire detail of it.. but i juz rmb it being a nice one to me.. hah.. very nice one..
13 more months to go.

Pilfer , 11:25 PM