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Wednesday, June 18, 2008
todae my fellow teammate has finally ORDed.. or should i say ROD.. but I still haf fugging 312 days more.. although that includes wkends n all.. but its still a rather long way... I miss my life.. i dunno y is it a crime to b a singaporean man such that evryone one of us nids to serve 2 years of time.. although the punishment has been cut down to such n it was longer in the older days.. i think in the older days.. not as many pple wld think of it as a punishment...
I've got a violent streak and a rather short n bad temper.. so its probably tough for pple to get along wif me.. hah..
Its not like i've always or onli been a pessimist.. i mean i do think positively at times.. but i tend to think to extreme ends.. extremely good endings or extremely bad endings.. such is probably the reason y im a pessimist for the most part... when i think positively, i'd tend to think of evry good thing that can happen.. n i doubt that cld really happen at all.. unless its a staged thing or purposed arrangedment made by others.. n then i'd feel unhappy coz things din turn out the way i wld haf tot they wld.. n den when i think about extreme bad ends, they most probably dun realli happen anyway.. or they may not b as bad as i tot.. n when this happens, i'd of coz feel relieved that things din turn out as bad as i tot.. n so i guess naturally i'd get stuck to being a negative thinker..
I guess i'l nv be happy..
i guess i'm used to sadness..