Wednesday, October 08, 2008
Im currently waiting for responses from 3 fronts.. so pathetic.. hah.. whenever i wanna do something wif other human interaction i tend to end up waiting.. which probably partially summed up the anti social ness in the part of me during the 1100 to 1400 time period.. haha.. otherwise im usually pretty looking forward to meeting pple.. unless of coz.. i meet u everydae until sian alreadi.. haha.. or unless u r disturbing me either wif ur speech or ur presence..
im not a stranger to harsh language n coarse remarks.. but sometimes i tend to use them to such a great effect that i hurt pple without the intention to do so.. hah.. but of coz.. usually that happens when im starting to b a bit chatty n i let my psychological guard down n start jabbering rubbish.. ha...
Monday, October 06, 2008
I went to Australia Melbourne last wednesdae and came back yesterdae evening.. it was my first time flying and also my first time leaving singapore without my family and also my first time leaving singapore in a long long time.. it can actually b considered my first time despite the seemingly vague memory of having travelled to somewhere further than the peninsula.
anyways i cant say much about it coz its work related and i simply do not want to talk about it much lest i accidentally thread on some stipulations that i do not noe of.. although that be true, i'd b relatively safe since the number of pple who visit this place is probably like 3 at most in a month? haha.. but i believe writing explosive things will attract pple from all over the place despite it being unadvertised or unknown for a long period of time..
but i guses i cld still mention that i met up wif the onli fren i noe of that is studying there at the moment.. went out wif xiao jia for about half a dae's time? and she took me around the city walking around n stuff.. saw a street performer and went to the crown casino to haf a look... after which we had dinner at a korean restaurant of sorts.
but i guess i realli enjoyed sitting by the river side and feeling time flow by.. i'd haf appreciated it more if i had the whole world's time to do that.. but i was onli going to b there for 5 daes n onli free for that half a dae anyway.. so i onli managed to feel the moment for about 10 minutes or so..
but another thing to mention wld probably b the plane ride since it was my first one after all... taking off from singapore was quite strange.. it was the first first plane takeoff for me and when it took off i felt this immense pressure on my head n mayb arms that was pushing me backwards.. probably its normal but i din feel that when we took off on our return trip from melbourne.. so i dunno... also landing at melbourne felt different from landing in changi.. landing there was almost like nothing.. i din feel a thing n we had landed alreadi... but in changi i felt a kind of free falling sensation before sinking into my seat again, strapped onli by the belt around my waist.. of coz i doubt i'd haf flown out of my seat without it but i totally din feel that on my first landing..
but i guess im realli not a very gd team person.. haha.. i mean i can follow instructions very tightly, but i wun b able to b flexible wif the rules that way.. i realised that im like an ogre.. or a troll.. but without the extraordinary strength.. i like to do things that require no thinking at all.. i guess it was quite frustrating for my ic that i was constantly going over to help pack the goody bags and not manning my station or shld i say making it up nicely.. although at that point of time there realli wasnt much to do anyway.. haha..
n den comes the open ended questions that i was given a chance to help the little lady journalist.. i realli wanted to help.. or at least i wasnt in the mood of rejecting to help at all but i simply dun haf the capability to do so.. it was juz that i din haf anything that cld possibly help out at all..
but i nv bothered reading pioneer magazine anyway... haha.. im sorry if she put in lotsa effort into her job.. but i was nv interested in news...
im probably a very lousy human being.. haha.. after all i've hated the human beings as a whole as if i myself wasnt one.. but i admit that im very biased towards girls who are pretty in my eyes.. so other than them n frens who've withstood the test of time, i think i realli prefer to b angry at evryone else.. lolx.. something like that i guess..