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Thursday, January 15, 2009
I think i noe y i've been thinking so much about it n that i cant realli get it out of my head for even more than 5 minutes of idleness.. hah.. its probably coz im too afraid to lose...
pple always say that we dunno how to 珍惜 until we actually lose it.. that is probably true.. in different ways as well.. i'm trying to safeguard wat i dun wanna lose... but i dun even noe if i haf it yet.. so if i dun haf it yet.. den how can i lose it? n if i want to 珍惜 it, i may b doing it in a wrong way or in a too extreme way.. which means i dunno how to do it as well..
being alone is soooo much more easier.. but i guess pple live to interact wif other pple.. human relations may b a tad too complicated in my opinion but i guess sometimes its inevitable for someone to want to relate to other pple..
i cant take things too fast.. haf to do it slow... but i wonder if i'm able to last for a long battle... i've been preparing for a swift attack.. but i guess i can onli do it long term.. or at least longer than i'd haf wanted it.. haha... no choice ba.. its not my decision to make in a sense.. i'l juz try my best..