Wednesday, February 11, 2009
juz wanted to post the lyrics of 2 songs that i think is quite interesting.. haha..
firstly, 愛情轉移 by eason.. i din post the whole song.. juz some parts which i think is quite funny.. haha.. its actually a quite negative song lo.. i especially find this line 接近換來期望 期望帶來失望的惡性循環 quite realistic.. haha..
徘徊過多少櫥窗 住過多少旅館
才會覺得分離也並不冤枉
感情是用來瀏覽 還是用來珍藏
好讓日子天天都過的難忘
熬過了多久患難濕了多少眼眶
才能知道傷感是愛的遺產
回億是抓不到的月光握緊就變黑暗
床單上鋪滿花瓣 擁抱讓他成長
太擁擠就開到了別的土壤
感情需要人接班 接近換來期望
期望帶來失望的惡性循環
短暫的總是浪漫 漫長總會不滿
燒完美好青春換一個老伴
next is fish's song 用力抱著.. guess i'l post the whole lyrics here.. nothing much to say about this.. juz wanted to share wif anyone who even comes here.. haha..
寂寞時你像個貝殼 閉上眼 你倔強的摀住雙耳
背對背地坐著 我們用沉默在拉扯 看誰的淚先輸掉拔河
愛我時你不夠嚴格 總忘了 能夠牽手多麼難得
我不怕生命有挫折 不怕回憶會有皺摺 唯有你說要放棄 我不願符合
你心裡有多少忐忑 交給我去用力抱著
雙手還有熱 或許能喚起你的不舍 有一天我們傷的心會癒合
心裡的忐忑 抱著慢慢就會好的
感動都有了 還有甚麼不認可 不准我們把愛給走成了坎坷
多少戀人不費唇舌 在一起 卻說服彼此不適合
我懂得生命有沼澤 懂得愛會失去光澤 只是在你懷裡是 快樂的抉擇
你心裡有多少忐忑 交給我去用力抱著
雙手還有熱 或許能喚起你的不舍 有一天我們傷的心會癒合
心裡的忐忑 抱著慢慢就會好的
感動都有了 還有甚麼不認可 不准我們把愛給走成了坎坷
我心裡也有的忐忑 曾經你也勇敢抱著
思念還有歌 唱著我無法對你割捨 相信我們傷的心會癒合
心裡的忐忑 時間跟我說會好的
決心放好了 這一次非你不可 若這不是愛 那有過的 是甚麼
Monday, February 09, 2009
hmm... i love the effect alcohol has on me when i consume a significant enuff amount.. haha.. but i've never realli liked the taste of any alcoholic drink as yet... kinda makes me feel like im taking medicine.. as the chinese saying goes.. bitter medicine works best..
enuff time has passed by since i got jing ru's new album.. n i've grown to like the album now.. haha.. as usual din realli like it at first.. n got a bit afraid that i dun like jing ru anymore.. haha.. but now i guess its over le.. the album is nice n i still like her alot.. haha.. oh wells..
Sunday, February 08, 2009
ahhhhhhhhh.......... i wonder...... realli......
anyway.. i dunno if im the onli person who waits til the 15th day of the new year b4 i open my ang baos... is that money realli that important that we haf to count the amount as earli as possible after we receive them? to me.. its juz a symbolic thing.. that we receive ang baos.. after all.. the money belongs to the entire family or mayb even juz frens.. but r we that happy to pool their money together for our own use? i dunno..
im still looking for a fren who wld take me in as a follower.. haha.. then i'd b able to pledge my loyalty to him or even her.. n i'l do alot to put things in his favour.. at least that way.. it'd b quite obvious when i'm making a difference in another person's life.. in a positive way.. but i guess i'd expect some sort of protective cover from him as well.. after all.. nothing realli comes out from a one way relation ba... so this person shld at least b quite capable from my point of view...
Thursday, February 05, 2009
to BR.. nope shes not attached.. again.. u gave me inspiration.. haha.. although i cant say if thats gd or bad..
i seem to always end up being on the waiting side of things.. no matter how i try to avoid i will always need to wait... but i guess this wait will settle things for the while now..
i had intended to end it short but thru several inspirations i was made to think that i nid not limit myself to this set amount of time.. so i continued a few more.. but now i've stopped to think again.. n i realise that i actually AM required to keep it short.. so this wait will probably settle things.. its the easy way out for me i guess..
boo! nobody comments on my note.. hahaha... i c other pple's note put up awhile so fast will haf pple comment on it.. but i put up nobody comment de.. so sad... ahha.. although i noe that it is still read la no matter the no. of comments.. or at least i've known of one who's read wif no comments alreadi la.. haha.. but still.. i had expected more than this.. luckily carol commented.. hah.. but it was rather flawed.. nothing fun to talk about..
Monday, February 02, 2009
ok firstly, i think i shall not tag in my own chat box so i will onli respond to the tags there from my entries itself.. of coz i dun realli expect much tags anyway.. but since BR is such a fan n tags, i will juz respond to them from here..
for starters, i wun b changing the colour of the bouquet regardless of watever the situation or whoever the person is.. ha.. im too lazy to do that.. n i think u've been attached for too long le.. haha.. u may haf forgotten certain things that wld make it impossible to get the flowers over or at least it wld b strange or requires an excuse of some sort.. indeed if i dun expect any reciprocation it wld weigh me down less.. but a part of me still thinks that if i dun expect reciprocation den i mite as well dun do anything... y bother letting someone noe that she is loved by another individual if at the end of it all nothing will come out of it anyway.. but of coz a part of me understands where ur coming from wif that point.. haha.. so i hafta say that u gave me an idea in a sense.. but whether i will implement that idea is another thing entirely.. lastly about the sense of security eh.. i guess i've nv been able to give anyone a sense of security.. basically coz i've got a completely useless method of working n anyone who's worked wif me in a grp will probably noe that i dun work well at all in a grp.. onli a few pple noe how to work wif me.. haha.. but anyway i was talking about the sense of security.. haha.. digressed abit.. i muz say that i haf tried to enhance my capabilities n my outlook towards many things that cld broaden even alittle of my ability to make someone feel safe.. but apparently i haf no talent in this field watsoever.. ha.. so if my attitude was more serious it wld at least feel that im more able to protect wat i wld want to protect? i dunno about that at all.. ha..
ok that was all in response to BR.. haha... abit long but doesnt matter la.. ha.
i wonder if im the onli person who wld think for others almost all the time.. when i played cards wif my relatives, i wld worry that i wld lose much of coz.. thats the basic level.. next i wld worry that if i won, that wld mean that someone else will nid to lose.. n i will worry if the amount lost is significant anot... in the end i managed to come to a comfortable playing field by playing a small amount of 20 cents per round.. lolx.. its quite little but at least it was fun.. we were after all playing for kicks.. not for the money.. i managed win 15X in 2 days.. so if i had made a bigger bet i wld haf won bigger.. but im happy wif 15x of 20cents.. rather than 15x of 2 dollars.. simply becoz this way my aunt wun nid to lose too much.. n if it was losing 15x of 20cents i wldnt mind anyway...
which leads to another story.. i din realli understand wat the reason of play was.. but it seemed to me that they were playing for the money.. the rules n the bets n stuff.. it all leaned towards maximising profit rather than minimising lost.. i wasnt realli enthused into playing of coz... so i juz took 4 rounds to lose 4x of 50cents n managed to get myself out of the game finally.. ha.. n in the end the game din last long... im not sure if its coz i wasnt playing thats y they all stopped.. if it was, then i haf to say im sorry.. ha.. but if it wasnt.. then i realli dun think the reason of play was for money..
im quite bitter at times.. but if im too bitter.. anyone can juz tell me.. i'l sweeten up.. lolx.. oh wells.. there cld haf been more things to look out for b4 then.. but now i guess my next main event is ORD... even my birthday doesnt seem that big a deal rite now...