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Thursday, February 19, 2009
haiyo.. karen.. i use MBi becoz i m Bing n not Beng leh.. hahah..
firstly, i dun want to meet someone like me so that i can say that there's someone similar in this world.. i want to meet this person coz in this way, this person will haf all the time in the world for me n i wld haf the same for him or her.. thus we'd b able to fit together n attain our individual goals together.. its kinda like a jigsaw puzzle wif a similar edge n dent... or mayb a digimon piece wld demonstrate this better.. lolx.. 2 digimons fit each other perfectly! HAH..
secondly, i dun realli care about normal or abnormal.. whether one is normal or not is a comparison of that person with the rest of society.. it is juz an opinion.. a view point.. so its not realli impt to check that flag..
thirdly, i kinda hate it when pple say things like 'theres pple out there alot worse off than u are'.. this sentence isnt constructive at all.. other than being a fact.. or an unproven fact even.. it serves as nothing else.. so wat if theres pple alot worse off.. if i think about that n b happier.. thats juz nonsense.. even if im happier, the pple out there wld still b the same as b4.. worse off or not doesnt matter.. so y do pple say this to tell the person to cheer up? i've grown to find that this sentence pisses me off.. haha.. its similar to the sentence ' u noe how many pple in the world r starving' when u dun finish ur food... to quote a fren of mine, 'they starve bcoz of distribution problem n not shortage of food problems... there is 4x more than enuff food for the entire human race.. but its the distribution problem that causes certain countries population to suffer from starvation... n even if u do finish ur food.. those pple wun get served wif food anyway.. its a no link thing..
fourthly, even IF there are pple out there alot worse off than me.. y muz i compare myself wif them? juz so that i can feel better wif myself? if i feel better juz coz of comparisons.. then i mite as well compare myself wif pple who r disabled or mentally challenged.. if by comparing myself wif them makes me feel better.. then i think 90% of the world's population shld NV b sad at all.. if im supposed to make a comparison.. y not compare wif someone who's life is better instead?
anyway thx for visiting my blog still.. = D appreciate the tags..
i've been reading my 06 blog entries.. i realise that the horoscope thing i posted then.. seems to b coming true.. lolx.. oso the characteristic of Squall Leonhart of FF8 oso seems to b materializing b4 my eyes.. so its actually quite interesting.. at least i noe that keeping this blog has its uses.. ha.. this blog is kinda like my psychiatric file lo.. its like im going psychotherapy n this is my entire file... reading the file from the beginning to the end.. i mite find out more about my 'condition'.. hah..
watched this show called 'chaos'.. think its quite an old movie.. it talks about the chaos theory.. n got one part talk about 'when u get lost, return to the beginning to find ur path'.. something like that.. its actually quite useful sometimes.. haha...