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Friday, February 20, 2009
ok.. im rather bemused by the way br talked about 'instead of whining "if only"'.. i read my entry n the only 'if only' that i wrote about was about meeting someone who was like me.. as far as i noe... whining about something to do wif 'if only' wld b when this particular 'if only' was refering to something that has past.. for example if only i had done this instead of that.. but i was simply wishing for something to happen.. its like a future thing.. that may or may not b definite.. but mayb has something to do wif time b4 it arrives... so im not quite sure if i cld b considered whining...
mayb everyone has juz a simple target they wish to really achieve all their lives.. n i cld say the same for myself.. but mayb the target i set for my own life is far more difficult to achieve... which is y i cant seem to b content wif wat i haf.. the so called 'noe content' in chinese... does it mean to b content wif ur lot? with no motivation to strive for a better deal? im not exactly sure how it works.. but i've come to think that it may not b as positive as it is made to sound..
the food thingy was juz an analogy i decided to put up coz i found it interesting.. my fren was realli quite pissed about pple telling him that.. so i tot it was funny.. haha...
doesnt realli matter anot whether i make an effort to clear wat i feel r misunderstandings of wat i express of coz.. but i juz tot that i mite as well try to convey as correct as possible wat i had set out to in the first place.. perhaps it was onli in the spurn of the moment.. is that the correct expression? ha.. so mayb it is onli correct for that one hour or so.. ha..
anyway my fren mentioned that my webby kinda doesnt make sense coz u cant realli 'give off' a sense of belonging.. but i guess pple can get the idea.. haa..
and yes.. i will continue to sort out my tots.. although my tots change many many times after evry event in my life.. haha.. but i suppose i will try to find a pattern somehow..