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Thursday, July 22, 2010
Its amazing sometimes how life seems to go around in circles... but on a planar view, i'd probably haf juz been pacing back n forth.. regardless.. i wonder if i'l b restarting to blog on a more regular basis.. since i kinda found a blog that almost resembles what i wld haf wished to own when i first started out doing this blog.. of coz it mite not entirely b the case.. but still.. it realli reminded me alot of myself.. reading about it...
theres just too many coincidences in life that sometimes its hard to ignore all of them.. but mayb i'l soon find out that what i had decided for myself had not been completely off but partially the 'rite' decision to make..
but looking back.. i may simply juz b making the same old mistake all over again.. thats of coz if i deem it a mistake.. but repeatedly its starting to get less hurtful... perhaps it is realli the difference in language that makes it more difficult for me to pinpoint exactly what i realli want to express.. but i wonder if typing in chinese is realli that easy...
juz a few weeks ago i had wanted to erase the chinese identity in me.. how ironic that i met such a person now that makes me feel ashamed to haf even thought about that... the 'norm' always nv seemed rite to gauge myself.... so how m i to noe what im to do to get out of this.. endless cycle?